My LittLe WoRld Of HeArt..

794th entry

2012-02-01T23:37:00.001+08:00

It was a long time since I wrote something here. I was totally busy with works and assignments.

Dear was sweet to give me a surprise when I was having lesson on 6th Jan 2012. A bouquet of roses was delivered and the half of the class are asking if there is any proposal ring. Of course, there was none. Only some pretty pearl as decoration.

794th entry

2011-12-29T01:14:00.001+08:00

I went to the Titanic 100 year anniversary exhibition at MBS museum with dear few days ago. I persuaded him to go with me despite the expensive admission tickets after heavy discount (for a local).

The exhibition show many real displays which were found under the 12000 feet below the sea level. It also show how luxury the first class stateroom is. Despite it was 100 years ago, it was totally too luxury in this current years. The plates, the cutlery, the facilities and the menu... It was way too far-stretched.

This exhibition also reveal the name list who were saved and lost. Each person entitled a boarding pass of a REAL person and I checked the name list which realised this person was under the lost list. It mean she had died due to this tragic accident.

I was deeply affected by this tragic. This is one of history that I am interested. I did watched how the crew find the sunken ship and how they came to recover the items. At that exhibition, we paid to watch a documentary which further tell me how they develop their plans and actions.I could see the existing ship current look as they were soon to be eaten up by micro bacteria under the deep sea.

I also impressed by the famous movie- Titanic. It seemed that most of the facts were correct. I remembered that there were an old couple who do not want to separate and die together when the ship sunk. There were a group of musicians who were playing the music to calm the people who unable to escape from the ship. There was a man who use gun firing to prevent other people to aboard the life boat. These were the REAL characters in the ship. When i was walking through the exhibition, these movie images appeared in my mind.

The only disappointment things that i felt about the exhibition was too pricey. A photo taken at the place could cost $25 to $35. A small millimetre square of coal which was found inside the titanic cost $150 as a souvenir. A replication of the plate cost $39. It seem that this exhibition was meant for riches, not for public.

793th entry

2011-12-15T22:20:00.001+08:00

i love it...

792th entry

2011-12-11T12:01:00.001+08:00

I had been missing away for a month in this blog. I was super busy with my working life and my studies.

It is not a easy task as I previously think. Working 2 - 3 days per week and go school 3 days sound easy life. One Chinese teachers thought it was a very easy task. They were thinking no need to work for 3 days and just attend school. How life is so comfortable?

I really want to debate with them. But I chose not. I am tired to debate how hard my course is.

I believed that they are envy. I was sponsored and paid for attending the course. (of course i had to sign a working bond and had to fulfil a certain result.) We had different language version course studies, different course time and the era we took the course were different. Nowadays our education government had implemented more modules than previously. My course is not the standard normal course, it was FAST ACCELERATED course. It mean USE 3 years of course works and lesson to turn into 15 months course. Time is short and with many assignments. I had hard time to deal with it.

I showed my assignment question to my newly full pledge teacher. She told me it was easy to do lesson plan for performing arts and why am I in stress? However, she apologised after she read the assignment question. It was not as easy as during her times.

Self and Social Awareness became a MODULE! Ironically, how to teach these when we adults are not self and social awareness?

Dear and some colleagues did ask me a question. Why am I so stress with my diploma course? Ironically, i had not been so hard-working in my studies. It seem that I want to work well as I am no longer as young as my classmate who were mostly 11 years younger than me. I felt that I do not have time to waste my time and i really want to achieve well.

Back to assignment... =(

790th entry

2011-10-16T10:38:00.002+08:00

Busy like a bee..

I am overwhelmed with the course lessons and the amount of works and assignments that i need to accomplish within a term. The course lessons are not as simple as i think. Till now, i only able understand one module. That module is a pretty common sense topic. I show my assignments questions and dear think the whole course is simple - no level of challenge compare to his university course.

We had a good talk on the bus when we were on the way home. Eventually, we had a heaty debate.

I was telling him that I'm very stressed with my course. The amount of assignments and the date dues are too close and fast. Imagine that i had 2th week of lesson and i need to complete 2 group assignment with PowerPoint presentation 2 weeks later? It haven't include the meet up for brain-storming and the documentation of what we do. Lessons are 7 hours for 3 days and i need to work 2 days (plus assignment at work). Beside i have compulsory 1st aid course on Sat for 3 weeks.

He think that my diploma course is level of challenge is easy and think i should able to cope with it well.

Perhaps my time management for past two weeks are weak. I need better time management with so OVERWHELMING events and social activities.

I do not have much time online for past two weeks. I realised that he had been blogging again. I start to worry for him. If he blogged, it is usually good news or he was too stressed / troubled with problems.

He is feeling problem. He is worried our finances if we want to marry. I had been hinting him that I'm not young anymore if we want a child in future. I'm amazed that I'm going to hit high-risk age group for mother if we want a baby after marriage & housing issues.

Housing in Singapore is pretty expensive. Half a million dollars for a flat in a partial-mature area in Singapore. He is worried our combine income as i earn lesser than him. My income for this job is not as high as other jobs that i used to work. I do worried as this income is barely enough to support myself and my family. How to cope if i had a house with dear and i cannot imagine the life with a baby? The cost of raising a child is not cheap in Singapore too.

Haiz... I'm better focus my studies first...

789th entry

2011-10-01T07:45:00.000+08:00

Today is 1st Oct. It is no longer a children's day. It had been change to first friday of Oct.

I am not blogging for quite a while. I am pretty busy during last month, Sept. I confirmed to be a staff of my company and i was sent for orientation in my new school. Every day seem to be a tiring day and i do not have time to write or blog.

This coming Oct, i will be ever more busier.

School will be starting on 5th Oct. I will be having 3 days school classes and working 2 days. Beside this, I need to attend 3 lessons on my Oct saturday for first aid course. I was stressed not to break the reputation as no one actually fail first aid course in my workplace..

Many events like Grandma's birthday, friend's baby shower and gatherings. Even my best friend is complaining that i have not been meeting her for a while..

More and more events, course and lessons. I need a light n compact planner organiser badly..

788th entry

2011-09-13T21:01:00.000+08:00

Last week, i went through my appraisal form and discussion with my boss. I was quite surprised that i pass through it. My probation hasn't end but i get my confirmation letter today. Letter dated 9th Sep but it is confirmed on 20th. I also received my medical card. Cheaper doctor visit!! =)

Last Sunday, i managed to chat with my dear cousin, Shawn. He was preparing for his prelim exams. I was glad that he used my books until they were nearly wear off. This show he brought almost everyday. I had a good chat to help him to boost his confidence on his exam. I was pleased that he wish i can be a counsellor in his school. Seem that i gave him to understand himself more.. Perhaps this is my strength. Friends like to chat with me with their problems and i could give them a comfortable listener or unexpected result from the chat.

787th entry

2011-09-04T14:16:00.000+08:00

The workload in this week is reduced. 1 day of training, 1 day public holiday and 1 day centre close due to teacher's day.. Basically i work 2 days. Training is just having fun and i got a few nice gift home. =)

I still miss the teacher's day celebration at old school. That's when i realised my students love me alot. Cards and gifts... Also a simple greeting make my day fill with colour.

I feel happier with this ample of rest at home. I had a good nap, great time with friend and whole day dating with dear. I still need more sleep as i merely 6 hours each day. My body will automatically wake up at specific hours.

Dear and I went to watch smurf yesterday. He booked online and gave me a surprise. It was nice gesture. Intoxicated with the smurf theme song...

786th entry

2011-08-13T18:12:00.000+08:00

I had not been blogging for past 12 days.

Basically i was busy with tiring works and aching muscle daily. I need ample of sleep and rest to recharge myself.

"Do i want to sign on the bond?", Colleen asked.

Honestly i do not know the answer. I will be asking to sign if i pass my probation period. I need to bond for a year after 15 months of studies and works.

Do i have the passion to work for this job? My heart still remain at PHPPS and i really miss my life there. However, i need a permanent job to survive in this cruel world. I could not able to take ad-ho jobs if i am going to start a family.

I was quite disappointed with my performance. Perhaps, i had high expectation as I thought my experiences with primary school do help me alot. In fact, it did not. I believe that i am not learning enough during these period. My classroom management disappointed me the most. The comments that i received made me even more depressed.

I am trying to deal with those negative comments as a challenge. I keep challenging myself to become a better teacher, a better parent in future. I tried not to quit because these negative impact. Somehow i wonder if i am too stubbon to let go or stubbon is a virture?

Experience with autism child made me think alot. I come from a humble, healthy family with education and simple lifestyle. I did not suffered those tolerenting experiences nor the lifestyle they had. It is hard to get along with autism children.

Different ages of children require different discipline and rules. Toddlers and playgroup require more attentions and cares. Needs and safety are the top priority. An experience in nursery and kindergarden is totally different. Independent and teaching knowledges are priority. These children at such ages can basic take care of their daily basic routines such as toileting and eating their meals. Guides only given when they need help.

I realised that i really need to brush up my English, especially my pronoucation. Perhaps i need to attend workshops or classes to build up my foundation.

785th entry

2011-07-31T14:34:00.000+08:00

I was very busy since i started this new career. It was mentally and physically tiring workload. It was totally different feeling when i was doing one day attachment with another location.

During these 6 weeks, it was totally confusing if i really want to pursuit this career.

There are few factors that it wear me out:

Being the same working location with my mum, it was hard to maintain personal-working relationship. I was order to draw a line with my mum in the working place and it became a joke within the working environment. Some colleagues were joking why i called my mum by name. To them (traditonal mind), they felt it was unfilial action. However, i explained that i need to draw a line. Btw, the whole working centre knew i am her daughter before i enter my first step.

Being working with my mum as colleague, she naturally treated me as daughter instead of a new colleague in the centre. I was feedbacked that my behaviour to her is totally unprofessional. I was told that i should remember my status and hers in term of job title. At first, i was told to "draw a line" and i got reprimmaced.

Bascially, the order of being draw a line mean that i do not want her to show concern or anything to me. Her job is her and mine is mine. I do not need help from her at all. That is my concept of "drawing a line".

This daughter-mother relationship in same working place did caused SOME issues and i was forced to "talk" by those seniors.

I remember one of the talks was mentioning that telling my job to my mum is a stupid issue. I was taken by that word very badly. It mean that i should not talk with my mum abt my job in future? Honestly, our relationship is not in good term and we had nothing much to talk. By adding this, i think i can totally shut my mouth with her. Nothing much we can talk in future!

Beside this relationship in work, i faced another BIG challenge. I was assigned with one class. One of the children is special, suspected to have autism. In past, my only working experience with special child are ADHD children. I understand that autism children have problem to express themselves but this children is more serious case. The child is unable to speak at all and only able to yell, scream and cries. I was told from the first day, i need to follow this child whenever this child go. In short, i became a personal babysitter instead of learning / oberserving the classroom management. I felt that this is totally not what i was recruited for. In future, i will have my own class and i am not learning as much as my other classmates learn.

Dear mentioned that there is pro and con. Con mean i learn lesser than other in term of classroom management or other steaching skills. Pro is that i was exposed to special child before i became a full fledge teacher. It mean i have experience with such special need child. However i was not going to train or became a special need teacher. I only babysit this child for hours and prevent him from dangers. This child cannot focus an item/ toy/book for more than 5 min. The child will throw the item around and run for other item at different places for every 5 min. That mean i need to run after him for hours. Honestly, what did i learn from this? Running before he start his next action?

During lessons and intergration times, i was told to look after so that the other teachers can teach other children. With that child, the teachers are unable to conduct lesson at all. THat mean i was alone with this special child and i experience falls on heads twice while i tried to stop the child from running out from the classroom or playing dangerous action like marker putting in mouth. The child will twist and struggled with great strength until i was pushed down with my head bump on ground. No one really care or concern me. They only concern the child's safety.

Other teachers tried to carry him to prevent this child to run ard. I was too weak to carry him due to his heavy weight. Other teachers also feedback that it is tiring to carry him but it is only choice. This is only way to keep an eye on other children while carry him. As for this age, teachers should not be carry any of the children at all. The children mean to learn independent and not depend on teachers / parents.

It is really confusing time for me.

784th entry

2011-07-23T22:57:00.001+08:00

I was entering That CD shop and it was playing this song. I heard this song before but i cannot recalled what movie it was. I looked at the current CD is playing at the main player and saw the title.

I googled this when i reached home. I realised that i watched this movie on the tv when i was early teen.
Love this song.

http://youtu.be/tK4peuAODtc

I FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE (Barbra Streisand & Bryan Adams)

I finally found someone, that knocks me off my feet

I finally found the one, that makes me feel complete

We started over coffee, we started out as friends

It's funny how from simple things, the best things begin

This time it's different, dah dah dah dah

It's all because of you, dah dah dah dah

It's better than it's ever been

'Cause we can talk it through

Oohh, my favorite line was "Can I call you sometime?"

It's all you had to say to take my breath away

(Chorus)

This is it, oh, I finally found someone

Someone to share my life

I finally found the one, to be with every night

'Cause whatever I do, it's just got to be you

My life has just begun

I finally found someone, ooh, someone

I finally found someone, oooh

Did I keep you waiting, I didn't mind

I apologize, baby, that's fine

I would wait forever just to know you were mine

And I love your hair, sure it looks fine

I love what you wear, isn't it the time?

You're exceptional, I can't wait for the rest of my life

(Repeat Chorus)

Whatever I do, it's just got to be you

My life has just begun

I finally found someone

783th entry

2011-07-08T21:56:00.000+08:00

Not a good start in my new career.

It was a tough job and it is more way harder than i expected or i experienced in the attachment. Perhap i had a very super strict mentor with a harsh tone. I always ended up with mistakes or didnt heard her instruction clearly. On my very first week, i cried and wondered if I had entered the correct career job.

First week was super duper tough. With training in HQ and i need to rush new work place and HQ with multiple train or bus trips to reach HQ. It took me an hour and half to reach from home.

2nd week was even worse. I made many mistakes and a few of them were repeatly done. I can caused a kid to wear wrong side of their shorts for many times.

Many grumbles to complaints... mailto:$%5E&*!@#$#%^^

782th entry

2011-06-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

The holiday had started. It mean that my relief teaching at that primary school is offically over. I will be starting my new career soon, in 18 days.

The very last day of school.

I was not working but i need to return school to return my staff pass back. I went at noon and bade goodbye to those teachers who were close with me or those who really help me alot in teaching.

I searched for the 1st teacher who offered my first task, trained me well until I was offered a long term post. She was unwell and immediately asked me to take over her work on the last day after she knew im available.

Haha.. I ended up working on the last day of term 2.

I miss the school, the teachers, the environment and the kids.. The kids are my motivation during my times over the school. Give me tons of problems but also many laughters and smiles. Angel and monster in a little human form.

I am currently enjoy a good break before i start my new job. Hope that it will be a smooth sailing career.

781th entry

2011-05-15T01:54:00.001+08:00

2nd entry of the day.

I love to blog in wee hours. I always have the inspiration to write anything down from my feeling or thoughts.
I was shared from egener about a song and how this song inspirated him to view about relationship.

This song was sang by Chris Medina. In this video, it show he was carrying an handicapped lady. She was his gf who got into an accident before their wedding 2009.

This song also remind me of my dear...

During April 2009, i was suffered from a terrible illness. I was unable to hear almost anything. Not a doorbell sound or telephone rang. I could only can hear a soft muffy voice unless someone speak directly at my ear. It was my first time that i felt very very scared that i will turn deaf.

For nearly that two weeks, Dear always had been on my side. He became my ear. He helped me to listen any sound and translated to me. I was scared. He was there to support me with his hugs and actions.

I did tell him that I will become a burden to him if i became deaf.
I asked him to leave me.
He insisted no...
He gave me a tight hug and asked me to silent.

Soon.. I started to recover without surgery. It was really a blessing that he was with me throughout the process. He was pretty stubbon that i am the one for him and will not leave me during bad times,

Thank you for his love. I felt touched. loved and honour to have him.

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see

How every single promise I keep

Cuz what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then their done

When it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud, those words

They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent

Just from me and now know I'm meant

To be where I am and I'm gonna be

Standing right beside her tonight And I'm gonna be by your side

I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then their done

When it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud, those words

They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

And I'm gonna be here forever more

Every single promise I keep

Cuz what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

780th entry

2011-05-15T01:26:00.000+08:00

The feeling for today seem running up and down. Many things had been occurred. Perhap i cannot take it or i need to let go my emotions out. I had been having headache for past few days. I was a born worrier. Lying on my cosy bed and i could think of many issues.
I am crying right now. Too much problems running inside my mind. I need a break. Beside, an online blogger shared a song with me. It even broke me down to tears. Many thoughts were running inside my memory...

Two big blows occurred just few days. Im overwhelmed by those news. I felt helpless.

Colleen wrote in facebook "人生不如意十之八九，船到桥头自然直。"

I should start to learn not to worry too much.. Let fate decide...

779th entry

2011-05-04T15:21:00.000+08:00

I think i had a good long weekend...

Last Friday, Dear and I went to Paragon to collect my redemption tickets for FF5. The Q for general enquire was super duper long. I immediately realised that it was the launch of ipad2. No wonder the q was freaking long. Lucky a staff who help control the crowd ask us if we need any help. He told us to collect at the cashier instead and we avoid that freaking long q to get a pair of tickets.

After several minutes, we walked to Orchard Central for Medzs. It was mainly focus on Mediterranean food, in Mache style. Both got a seat despite it was pretty late for dinner. We had a wonderful French, Turkey and Greece food. Beside that, we had a good Green goblin beer too. I think it is a good place for meal or drinking session. The variety of alcohol was awesome good. I found many pretty unknown beers from that bars. Of course, the price will be slightly higher.

Next day, Dear and I met up for free preview of Thor. It was in the old cinema and everything was alright except the film was burnt during the peak climix of the movie. Everyone thought the movie was gone as the repeated announcement was played to ask us to leave. I insisted that we should stay until an official announcement made. The best part was dear lost the ticket sub when he went out to buy popcorn combo for me. I thought we could not get a replacement tickets for our lost subs. End up, the offical announcement was made and the techinian need ten minutes to repair. Meanawhile, everyone rush for toilet break, including us. Until Dear was back, i quickly went for my turn. Turned out that the movie started when i stepped out from the cinema. It meant I didnt see the peak climax.

Sunday - We went Expo and Bugis with Dear's family. It was super tiring day as we took public transportation. End up i bought my brother's birthday present and a big heavy memory pillow home from metro sale. Bumped folks on train and complained i was such an idiot to buy so many stuffs when there wasn't a car.

Monday - Brought folks to Medzs again. It was nice that i made a reservation on previous day. Actually we went on sat with dear's family but there was no available tables. The reservation made us a good smooth entry, many walk in customers had to wait for a table. The reserved table had a stone with my name written on it. Nice. We ate alot of different cusine and dad loved the spainish food. Of course, we ate 5 types of desserts too and the total bill was not as hurtful due to good discount i received. =)

And now, i am waititng dear to fetch me for our redemption sneak preview at Cathay. Can't wait to watch it with dear.. =)

778th entry

2011-04-30T03:08:00.000+08:00

Another sleepless night again. It was 2.48am.

I managed to doze off at midnight due to my effect of my medication. I had been sick for a while. All seem recovering except my nose and voice. Perhaps i overworked with my voice during my teaching. I need them badly for work. It mean i need a lot of rest and no verbal conversation during this long weekend.

Yesterday was an exciting day. I managed to watch The Royal Wedding of Prince William and Kate Middleton. I was anxious to see the mystery of the wedding dress. To me, the wedding dress is the most important accessory for the bride and i was curious about the speculation about the gown compare with Princess Diana. I could said that it was a very gorgeous ivory traditional dress with a train. It was so elegant and it likely to be a trend for the bride for this season. Do you know that the commoners can reproduce a similar wedding gown of the Princess Diana after 6 hours exposure of her wedding?

OK, i should wrote something memorable..

Dear brought me to a restaurant that he was recommended by his colleague. It was Medzs, operated by Food Junction. It is similar to Marche style but it was mainly focus on Mediterranean food and wine. We shared France Rosemary truffle butter Roast Chicken, a piece of pizza, Turkey hotplate chicken kebab with cheese and patio, pumpkin soup, Rostio, a glass of cookie and cream and a bottle of Greengoblin beer. The atmosphere was small and cosy. Both of us loved the food and environment. Nice. It is a good spot for gathering.

777th entry

2011-04-22T17:37:00.000+08:00

Finally, i received my medical report after so much hassle. The next stage will be mailing the report back to the office and waiting for final offical confirmation.

I had breakfast with Clar and Ambrose. This is the first time I saw him personally and I realised that Clar had been training him very independently. He could do many stuffs that a 2 year 4 month toodler cannot do. He could walk up the bus steps himself... He will answer what you ask him.. Clar had done a very good job with bringing up his son.

She used her knowledges, skills and pinpoint my mistake when i offer a piece of tissue to his son. End up, she was right. I need to learn more with handling kids.

We shared the job experiences and i realised it was tough to be an educator for preschool. I had seem overlooked the seriousness and the hardworks for this job. I start to worry about it now..

776th entry

2011-04-12T22:21:00.000+08:00

Few weeks ago, i was invited to stay with my best friend's house. It was because her folks went overseas for several days due to Tomb sweeping. Her dad was from Malaysia and that was why her mum was worried she will be alone. So i went over and stayed. We knew for many years and i didn't realised that we had not been staying a night together before. I had gone overseas trip with min but not with her.. Hmm.. she treated me a marvelous dinner because i helped to diagnose her allergy symptoms.

Another best friend flew to Bangkok with her husband for a week as second honeymoon. She returned back and gave me a sms. Sweet! And today she popped by my home with 3 stalks of rose. That was super sweet. I think this is the first time to receive flower in this year...

I got through the job interview but the working date was deferred few months later. It was due to my medical report and it was still unready yet. Mum complained that it seem very hard to get a smooth sailing in my career.

775th entry

2011-03-27T02:35:00.001+08:00

It was 2.15 am in the morning. Today is another sleepless night. I had been behaving such sleepless night for past few days. I was confused and dilemma about the path. Did i choose the right goal and path for myself. Am I capable to handle such challenges in future?

I am satisfied with the lifestyle that I currently have now. I felt it is hard to balance the time between work and time for love ones. I was the type of person that career is not my very important place in my heart. The bonding with love ones is always the top of my list. I had a very wonderful time (without any stable income) to spend the time with love ones and my goals. Actually no one was really supported with my choice and my goal path. I was labelled as stupid and lazy because i refused to work the well paid long hours desk-bound jobs. I want something different from my past many years of working life and i was introduced with relief teaching.

I felt happy during the past one year. I had joys and job satisfaction from this job. However I was never shortlisted for the permanent job. It made me disappointed that this industry failed to recruit those who really want to teach with passion (just like me and dear). I was forced to move on...

I likely will be invited with an job career in different environment and objectives. I will faced many challenges for next few years if I accept this offer. I need to re-self-study for improvement for my English to enable me to meet the requirements within two years. Not only that, I need to work and study a course at the same time for a long period of time.

It will likely help me to build my future life with dear. I cannot survive the unstable income to own a HDB house with dear (in future) , my expenses, the folks and loans.

I will sacrifice a lot of my precious time in future because those reasons i stated. I will have less time with the little ones who had been there for me most of the time.

And i hope everything which i sacrifice are really worth for it.

774th entry

2011-03-20T21:38:00.000+08:00

I had a whole week off from work due to school holiday. During that week, i went for a job career fair and had 3 interviews with preschool. One of them immediately asked me to go for 2nd interview and other asked me to go for a on-hand practial with their centre.

I went on last wed. It was quite a pretty new centre as it only opened for a year. Attached with nursary and playgroup for each half day. It was really different from primary school. The main concern is to take care of them for pre-school while i require to teach for the primary students. I wonder if im able to adapt the environment as i had been with primary school for nearly a year.

My heart is quite confused..

773th entry

2011-03-06T14:49:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, my neighbourhood had our annual garden party. This was organised by a committe of neighbourhood RC for past 2 years. This year was the 3rd.

As usual, there were sale of tickets beforehand and we usually cannot get hold of the tickets due to the limit of availability. Free door gift, a lunch meal box and 2 round of lucky draws were given if anyone had a ticket in his or her hand. For the rest, anyone in the neighbourhood were allowed to watch the performances, free halogen balloons, twisted shapes balloons, free flow of pop corns and candy floss. There were flea market which consist ten stalls to sell their unwanted products or their imported stuffs.

This year was special. Beside the arrival of our MP, the organisers had a hard effort to allow our garden have a pony ride! There were 4 Australian ponies in our neighbourhood garden for the 4 hours. Each ride cost $2 for a short ride with a free photo taken. The queue was freaking long for the past 4 hours. The organisers had done many paperworks to get authority to bring 4 ponies to HBD garden to let our area people to enjoy the fun ride.

I had a ride before in Zoo and cost me five time the cost of the garden ride.That pony was pretty small that it had difficulty to hold my heavy weight. =(

This 4 beautiful ponies were pretty large in size. The stablemen brought the 4 beauties to walk several rounds to let them use to the route and the environmental. Watching from my room windows and saw the 4 ponies were walking round and round.. It made me felt like i am in the stable or VIP lounge to watch the horse in our turf club.

I managed to get a few snaps while i got my free pop corn and candy floss. Of course, i bumped into a few familiar neighbours who living the same block as mine.

772th entry

2011-03-01T16:02:00.000+08:00

I just download the song "Home" from Total Defence. It is free and legal. Each click does help community chest to rasie $1.

You can enjoy the beautiful and familar song while you can also help charity. Why not?

http://thisishome.sg/

771th entry

2011-02-20T15:04:00.004+08:00

11th Feb.

We didn't have plan as usual and we decided to have a simple meal and movie. Our usual routine. Happened that dear wanna treated me the subway meal as dinner and the movie we watched was a romantic comedy. After the movie, we happened we were located next to the sentosa Broadway and decided to have a moonlight stroll. All happened without purpose planning and yet it felt like a valentine day pre-celebration. Since it was pretty late during our stroll, it seem pretty empty and "booked" by dear.. Ha ha..

Simple unplanned things do made a different romantic atmosphere after all.. =)

14th Feb

It was valentine day. We didn't have any plan at all. All i thought that it was too commerical day and it was not worth to spend on this day. Flowers and dinners were pretty expensive compare to other days. Anyway years ago, we agreed to pay more on our anniversary which was on Jan than a valentine day.

With this idea, i thought we were not celebrating anything at all. Last year, it happened on LNY and we did nothing but gathered in somewhere ( i think in relative house for celebration).

He was working that day. So i assumed that he needed rest after work. Asking me to google a location. I thought his father wanna him to go that place to collect something (his usual routine). He told me that he would meet me up later and i was delighted.

Surprising he fetched me and mentioned we needed takeaway dinner. Immediately i guessed we went to mob movie session (a free movie session under a moon and starry stars)! Only that dating required takeaway meals..

Ha ha.. We went to order BK for dinner and drove to the actual location. Arrived there and realised that it was quite packed.

Picnic at the front screen. Sumptuous BK meal. A bottle of white wine. Simple and nice. =)

Waited for 8pm before it started the show "500days of summer". Before it flashed, someone did a public proposal. His DIY video started and we initially tot it was a commerical. After that, a man spokes with a mic. I immediately realised it will be a proposal and i was right. His speech was pretty long before others realised it was a proposal. His friends hanged up high with board with light stick - "will you marry me?"

Everyone stood up and stared this memorial scene. The lady was sitting alone in the car, with a mic passed to her. Pro photographer came out with large lighting to snap the precious moment. She finally gave a 3 horn sound to show she agreed. Everyone cheered and horned to celebration this special occasion. I think the surrounding was stunned with such a grand honing site.

Dear asked me a cheeky question - "Do i like such mushy proposal?"

=S
What a place to ask such qn... and the show started..

P.S. It was a simple plan with least spending. We only spent on the cost of the fast food dinner and we had movie under the stars. Simple and yet cheap. I love it.. =)

The proposal was featured on Strait Time website. And.. i saw a glimpse of my dear in the video!!
http://www.straitstimes.com/BreakingNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_635202.html

770th entry

2011-02-13T17:11:00.000+08:00

Finally all my lunar new year celebrations had came to an end. Since i had a big extended family and the celebrations could last me till the 15th of lunar Chinese calendar. I was glad that this year the celebration turned well as we had 4 long holidays (if i count the weekend too).

On the 4th day of lunar new year, it was our family who invited relatives for dinner. Also that day, i felt pretty ill. I had fever with 39 degree and i still needed to whip 3 dishes and mopped the floor. I threw the rest of the works to my folks to complete.

Sick for next 4 days and I'm still currently coughing. I still eyeing the Chinese goodies that were still on the coffee table. Get well and i can have a great feast with it.

***

Last Friday, i had a wonderful time with dear. We didn't planned anything and just go with the flow. Met up and went for dinner. Caught a movie and went to Sentosa Broadway for a stroll. Everything seem romantic but it was not planned in advance. It seemed to be like a pre-celebration for V-day.

Ha ha.. the only thing was there wasn't a flower from him. Otherwise it will be prefect.

769th entry

2011-01-30T17:33:00.000+08:00

Im back with relief teacher for the time being.

Oh ya, i finally got a pass in my English paper. With that credit, i gave myself a last chance to apply for teacher position. If i didnt hear any news within an month, i will go into different industry.

During my teaching, the kids never failed to amuse me. There are many hilarious situation to make my day happy. However there are days where the kids made me annoyed and pissed.

The ring story

On this particular day, i took a lower primary class. It is P1 and i was teaching chinese. Since I had extra time with them, i let the kids to do their own works for ten minutes. A kid who was the tallest among the boy was drawing a diamond ring. He told me that he want to give this drawing to me. As a teacher, this is not the first time that kids gave me their drawings. I took it as a norm as i was pretty well loved by my kids. The boy quickly drew a big diamond ring, coloured and cut it out. Also he cut a hole in the middle and gave it to me when we were going down for recess. I received it with both hands and placed into my carrier. However he snatched it back and said "no" loudly! He took my hand and slipped the paper diamond ring onto my middle finger. I was surprised and stunned with his action.

This caused a big laugh inside the staffroom. Muhaha..

768th entry

2011-01-24T01:24:00.001+08:00

It is a long while that i didnt update. I was overwhelmed with many matters.

6 Jan 2011

I had a wonderful anniversary. Dear booked a getaway @ Batam (again) to have a celebration. 2 days before the actual day, he informed me to pack my bag. Then i realised his big plan for our anniversary.

It was 3D2N holiday at Golden View hotel package with land tour, seafood lunch and hotel dinner.

Dear woke me up early morning. I was totally excited until that i didnt sleep much on the night before. He picked me up and drove to the pier to check in and have a quick mac breakfast.

Aboard the ferry without taxes. I wonder why.. Tot that im very lucky as they forget to get us pay.

Arrived at Sekupung pier. Quite a crowd alighted. Saw a couple with our same travel agency invoice. When we stepped out from the custom, i cannot see any bus to fetch up to hotel. I saw those ppl who have same tag and one of the couple who had the same invoice as us, were approaching with a local tour guide.

I approached the tour guide and we are in her list. Haha.. dear nvr read properly that we will be fetch and paid the taxes to local tour guide.

I didnt slept well and tot i can go hotel room to sleep and go shopping. Ended up we are struck with a land tour. Intially i tot it was a half day tour.. so i decided to bear with it.

Tour guide brought us to Guan Yin temple, Polo rapuln shop, local tibits shop, Truly Fashion Outlet, miniature park, go kart, lunch at Golden prawn 555, batik shop, some temples and shopping at BSC. SOme tourists wanna go massage and arranged them to go a massaging center @ a hotel. Dear and i felt that the price is too pricy and didnt went for it. Rest of us who dun not want to massage went to BSC to shop.

Dear and i had good time in the BSC. I like the place as there are many stuffs, esp ladies product to buy. Dear felt it is abit boring for him. Nvr mind, i still dragged him to shop with me. =P

We liked the place as there is a cinema on the top floor. It look so grand, even grander than our gold class. However it was only their normal cinema lobby. Price at weekday was merely 15000rupiah, which approx less than 3 sgd. However, we didnt have enough time to watch a show. =(

We like their supermarket. Bought many items which we cannot bought from the Nagoya Mall supermarket. Bought many snacks, drinks and yakult. Yakult only less than $1 for a pack of 5!

The food variety is not as much as nagoya. However we found a western resturant which serve pizza. We order one large pizza ( 8pc) for our dinner. Plan to have the free dinner tmr.

When we went back to hotel, we realised that the dinner is only fixed on that nite. Since some of the tour were on one day tour package, we need to send them to the pier. Also need to send those who were not staying the same hotel as us first. Travelling ard cost us few hours. Hungry and cold due to raining day. We reached the hotel nearly 8pm.

After check in, we went for garden dinner for chicken chop. Since we were the first two guests, it was totally deserted but the atmosphere is wonderful. It is nice to have a good view at the pool from 2nd storey and the garden decoration is really nice and cosy. It seem like Dear booked the whole place for our anniversary celebration. =)

Had a few snap of the dinner venue and we walked ard the hotel before we went back to room rest. The lobby pub have live singing. Felt good with dear together with those songs.

7 Jan 2011

Shopping day!! =) We had our hotel breakfast before we depart for shopping. Variety is little. Dear still prefer Harris breakfast. I miss my honey stars.

We booked a slot to go Nagoya to shop on the night before.Booked earliest bus and latest bus back! Realised that we were the only two people who went for shopping for the whole day! That mean the whole bus is to drive us personally to and back! Wah seh..

Since we went before, we knew what we can do at the shopping centre. It was merely 10min drive from the hotel. This hotel is very good for shopping ard the town as it have direct transportation to several shopping malls via their hotel service. Nice. =)

Shop ard before we had lunch. Tried their local food, rice with fried chicken. Look small portion but we were full when we added the meal with a fruit juice. Yummy.. The chilli is darn hot until we kept drinking our juice. Total bill added up less than 60k rupiah

Shop ard. Dear bought a wallet and perfume. I tried to get one perfume too. Not bad. I like the smell. We went to Isabella for massage. We had the cheapest package - 1h30min which cost us $18 (120k rupiah). Their service is good. I like the way they massage my shoulder and head. Wonderful feeling. =)

It was 5pm. We rushed back to the pickup pt and asked the driver to wait for 5min to buy J Co donut. waited for the person in front of us to order as they order 48 pcs!! Ended up it took longer than usual. Paiseh for the driver to wait. Lucky we are the only two person for the pickup session. Otherwise ppl will stare at us.

Ate cup noodle and donuts as dinner. Overspent and we wanna save for tmr expenses. Watching local tv - showing Cars movie.

Bathe and rest early.

8 Jan 2011

The departure day. We packed up and had our breakfast. Breakfast seem more. Perhap it is a weekend. However the egg station chef didnt cooked nice eggs. Dear complained that he cooked better than him. We lazied ard till noon. Got a call from lobby that the tour guide arrived to pick us up. Also pick a grp of teenagers.

Sent us to Batam center pier. Opp got Mega Mall. We can have lunch + window shopping. Booked with tour guide for 4pm ferry. That mean we need to check in an hour before. We can check in our bags at the shopping centre. Cool service. =)

Combed ard the place and had our lunch at giovia. Portion of western meal are small. Still hungry after the food. Coffee is nice. I hate the smell of smoking. Open to smokers. =(

We went to cinema lobby. Grand as usual. More movie types to watch. 3D also have. Wow..

We tried their arcade. 8 coins for 15k rupiah ($2.30).. wow.. dear enjoyed his game very much. He spent the rest of his time playing his shooting game until i rot at my own. Tried old games like bubble puzzle 2 at price of 8 coins for 10k rupiah ($1.50).. Pa game until time up for check in.

The pier only speak Indo Malay. Dun understand the language. Nearly got hard time to know when we need to aboard the ferry.

Ferry provide a movie show. Dear slept thr out the ferry back. I cannot slept as it rock so hard until i wanna vomit. Reach singapore ard 6.30pm and we had our dinner at the hawker next to the interchange. I miss local food. =)

Took bus back to dear house and dear sent me home via his family car.

Overall, it is a nice wonderful trip. It is a different experience from the previous one. Thanks to dear who brought me there. It is nice memories =)

767th entry

2011-01-06T02:01:00.000+08:00

Today is a special day for us. Dear and I began our relationship 3 years ago and here we are...
Our 3rd year anniversary!

Thank dear for being my side for the past 3 years. Love, dote, cherish and have to bear my wildful behaviour.
Thank you when im happy, sad, sick and fall down. Glad that i had you to be there for me whenever what had happened. Also thank for yr surprise getaway trip. Love it! =)

I will learn to cherish, love and dote you even more. We had created many memories together. So let us build even more memories in future.

766th entry

2011-01-01T17:49:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!

Hope all the readers will have a great wonderful start. Bless with joys, loves and health throughout this brand new year.

Yesterday i had a steamboat with folks and dear.. Something i craved to eat during cold weather. After the dinner, dear and i went to Marina South to catch a glimpse of fireworks. Due to overwhelming crowds, we drove round and round, which due to road enclose (suspecting the area is overcrowded with people). Ended up we parked along the bus stop in the Marina South with many car owners. Waited less than 30mins and we managed to glimpse part of fireworks. Nice..

It was unexpected firework watching and i appreicated his action. =)

Something to share and enjoyed:

765th entry

2010-12-20T01:06:00.000+08:00

It was quite some time that i did not update my blog. Sorry for my MIA.. I was quite busy and procasting my action to update my holiday.

It was good to have a job with long holidays for a month. My previous jobs didnt give such a long holiday to recharge myself or enjoy my personal time. It was tiring to working with total focus with extra hours with kids, admin works and contact parents or teachers. However it feel wonderful to have such a long break with different from the rest of the working class.

Pardon my nonsenses.. During the holiday, i had recharged myself at an island in indonesia called Batam. Due to the overworked and unpaid teacher job, my dear and i really need to recharge ourselves by pampering a good spa package.

We planned to go somewhere further. Thank to the holiday peak season, all tour packages are out of our budgets. We only can opt either Malaysia or Batam. Since both of us had went to many places in Malaysia ( before we got attached), it was pointless to revisit those places where we had gone ample of times. So we picked a relax package - Batam.

We took 3D2N packaged at a budget resort. Despite it was classified as budget, the resort provided a good service. I did my homework and realised that the services was good.

We woke up early on 30 Nov, catching 7.50am ferry. We need to be check in by 6.50am. THerefore, we need to arrive approx 6.20 to get our tickets. After that, we had a quick Mac breakfast.

Took an hour plus ferry to reach Waterfront pier. Dear and i were the last 2 person alighted the ferry. Got stamped on passport and the Harris resort staff picked us up.

Less than 5 min drive, we arrived our resort. The welcome drinks were not served to us due to many ppl checking in. =( I was abit unhappy that i didnt have a drink as i was quite thirsty. Waited a while before we got check in. Service at the front counter was excellent. The staff explained clearly and we booked our next day shopping bus trip and the departure tickets on spot.

Got into our room. It was 10am in SIN time. THe sun was so brightly shine that it made us stay in the resort room to enjoy the air con. Watching tv till noon... Ate cup mee as for lunch.

At 1.30pm, we went for our afternoon spa which we booked at the travel agency. Dear insisted to get a 3 hour spa and it was a good choice. Although it was more expensive than we budgeted, it was still worth the value. We had 1 hour scrubbing, 1 1/2 hour of massage and 1/2 hour of herbal bath. Wonderful is the only word to describe our feeling. 1 cup of ginger honey tea after the service make us feel we are king and queen.

The spa was held at the rooftop of the resort. I felt quite serene and ambience is good. However there were a moment where workers were watering the plants or doing the maintenance. Making me abit uncomfortable when i was totally nude during my scrub. The lady who was serving me, quickly understand my irration and chased them off. Nice. =)

At the end of the spa, we tipped for their good services and we went back to our room. I dozed off while dear was watching a movie in his room. By the time i woke up, it was 6.30pm and i was starving..

I planned to go out to take photos and dinner. However it was raining heavy storm. It was impossible to take any picture in dark windy storm. We planned to take a cab to go nearby seafood kelong to eat but due to the weather, we planned to eat in the resort. Picked a Korean + Jap restaurant. It was reasonable to dear as the price are quite similar to our local mall pricing.

I picked Korean spicy chicken hot plate and order a bowl of rice. Dear order Japanese set meal - chicken kazu udon set. Since i order korean, i got 6 plates of side dishes. Since most were vegetable, dear dun really want to eat. Also dear and i tot that we need to pay and rejected to the waiter. The waiter quickly got panicky and explained there was no extra charges. It was free due to my order. I told the waiter i will try the dishes. End up these side dish were not bad. =)

When our dishes were all placed on 2 person's table, it was totally full of food. The portion were pretty large and it was totally full when we finished all up. Burp when i left the place..

Since it was still raining dogs and cats, we went for our free bowling session. We borrowed the shoes @ 1.50 each and played a match in the empty bowling alley. We were hopeless in bowling and our marks was totally unbearable to see. We vowed that we will not try again in crowded area. The staffs were looking at us how we played poorly!!

1 Dec 2010

It was shining bright and shine. It was our shopping day!! We had our breakfast at the harris resort. We also enjoyed the free internet service at the lobby for 15mins before we go out shopping. We took 10am bus to town area (took approx 45min to reach). Before we departed, we checked the lobby counter if we can take the later bus back to hotel. It was because we were given 3hours to shop including travelling time. The staff was so friendly and nice until he checked for us that there are extra seats @ 5pm, and allocated us at the 5pm pickup time! That mean we can shop from 11am to 5pm!! And we saved on the transportation back to hotel!! Hee...

I shopped till i drop.. many things were cheap. Toiletries, bras and household items.. I wanna to buy alot but quite restricted my budget. At least i got what i needed. Bought bras, toiletries, door mats and body scrub. Also J Co donuts. Dear bought a bag and a spec. Both ate A&W, it was quite expensive. Both spent nearly $20 for our lunch.

We really enjoy ourselves at Nagoya Hill Shopping Centre... Eat, shop and bumped into a grp of aunties which dear was chatting with them like buddies @ our resort.

Took the resort bus back to hotel. Dear was so worried when the bus came late. He tot we missed the bus. However i spotted alot singaporeans were waiting at the lobby, presuming they were waiting the same bus and i was right. It was because i spotted them taking photos while waiting. Singaporean loved to take photos even in the shopping malls. =)

During our way back, dear managed to chat with a mother who was sitting next to her. Asking abt their package and we learnt that we can buy the meal package for the days they needed. Other days they can go town or outside to eat their meals. When we returned to our hotel, we dump our things and went for a drip in their big swimming pool. I loved their pool since the height limit for some areas were low. =)

After the drip, we went for dinner. Planned to eat Monkey Hut but it seem no more crowd there... The Harris cafe provided oriential dinner buffet @ $18 but the meal seemed not appealing to us. Ended up we order their pizza @ $15 and sent it to our room. We bought soft drinks from the supermarket earlier and some snacks. We ate and watched movie in our cosy bedroom... Nice.. =)

Ate pizza, donuts + snack and softdrinks in bedroom was a relaxing method for us... Rot at air con room with foods and movies..

Packing up our luagges as we were leaving on next day afternoon.

2 Dec 2010

Woke up for breakfast. This round, the breakfast was better than yesterday.. I noticed that the resort provided rooms for the staffs at the nearby shipyards. Almost everyday, i will saw the shipyard staffs had their breakfast and their shuffle bus fetch and send them to work and back.

Enjoy the time at the internet corner. Update my status at fb.. esp Colleen. =)

Before we left the place, we planned to go sauna at the spa H. However, it was under maintainance and was unable on that morning. We went to play Go-Kart @ $15 each. Resort staff will drive us there free of charge. We were playing for ten minutes and droving like nuts. Dear enjoyed his ride as he overtake me twice. I got problem to drive and ended up engine failed. The brake was not as sensitive as we played in singapore. I thought i remember the brake and accelerator wrongly.. I stepped harder and it went faster.. I retried to step on brake harder and it started to slow down abit.. Btw, i was already driving on the track and there was a sharp turn. I was still unable to understand how it ran... That's why my car broke down in the early part of the track.. I was horrible in go kart... driving without control and i was so scared that i will died of crashing!!! That ten minutes was pretty long for me...

After the go-kart, the resort staff drove us back. We asked what time the hotel bus will transfer us to the pier. The hotel staff tipped us that we can check out @ 1pm and the bus will arrived at that time. We will not waste any time waiting..

Order our free pizza for lunch.. it was 8pc pizza. We tot it was a 4 pc pizza and we didnt order the nite before.. however the $15 pizza was much nicer than the free one. Request to send it to our room.

Packing and bathing after the go-kart while waiting for the pizza. Ate and quickly do a quick check to prevent to forget our belonging.

Checked out @ 12.50pm and there were a grp of pp came. Free welcome drinks and towels. We got our welcome drink and towel when we got check out... -___-"

Completed our check out and got my deposit back. Collected our ferry ticket n boarding passed at guest counter. Bus came and we were up the bus to the Waterfront ferry.. Since there was ample of time, we did last min shopping at the pier. All were charged SIN dollars. Bought $3 Big back of tapoica chips back.

Waited for check in for 30min plus. Paid the taxes and go through the custom. Up the ferry without realised that i was not eating my motion sickness pill!! Ate and up the ferry..

We sat at the dining corner at the back of the ferry. Ate donuts on our way back.. slept abit on the ferry... sleepy and got nothing to do..

It was raining heavily when we were reaching singapore pier. No one pick us up due to the heavy storm. We dragged ourselves with wines from DFS + luggages and took bus home. Yes... we took public transport home and it was dear's the first time. Lucky i got dear with me.. My wines, beers and luagges were pretty heavy!! Thanks to him, he helped me all the way to back home.

764th entry

2010-11-26T23:23:00.002+08:00

I prepared these for him. The graduation gown and hat were handmade by me. All along, my needle work was not good and i decided to make a personalize one for him. His fav sitch. =)

I added a graduation ball with 4 mini ones for the sitch to hold it. (ended up sitch's hand is too small and i tied at his leg instead).

His mother bought him an airflown Australia Bear worth $70 with his university gown on that event. So he hug both toys on that day.

I was quite happy that someone approached me to ask where i got my graduation sitch. It mean that i had done a nice job! =)

763th entry

2010-11-22T11:45:00.000+08:00

Today is dear's graduation cermonary. I had diy a graduation soft toy for him since his school will not provide or sell any. I will be rushing off to attend it (waiting outside only as i did not have any ticket) and gave him this gift.

762th entry

2010-11-06T10:48:00.000+08:00

I had been a long time that i didn't update my blog. Work in school is always busy as usual. Always have imprompt deadline to submit this and that or tons of works to clear... I really gave me a clear idea what a form teacher should be doing..

Despite all the hard works, i did received some feedbacks. Two mothers had told me that their kids like me very much. They prefered my "do-not-anyhow-scold-behaviour". A kid's mother told me that her kid listened to me more than the parents... got a feedback that why mummy and teacher said the same things but all different tones. He claimed that i did not never ever rise my voice to scold them. This mummy explained that his son is willing to express out his opinions to me. His mum is happy to see such good change and gave me this credit on me. She told me that i came too late to teach this class..

Wow.. Im speechless..

Few more weeks before the school term end. I did ask the class if they do not like me. They screamed and shouted "No.." I felt a sense of satifisation. =)

Planning to take an unoffiical class photo with them in next week and will ask them to do a card with some feedback on me. I told them it will be keep as a memory. =)

761th entry

2010-10-16T17:19:00.000+08:00

Finally i have a few minute break time to blog. I was totally too busy with my marking until i had no time for others. I did not have time to go out with my folks, watching my HongKong dramas and studying. I had been procrastinating my studies due to lack of time. Practicially i had insufficient to sleep... The only time i can do is each Friday evening to go for a dinner with him. I really need a deep consideration of this job if i really want to pursuit for a long term career...

However this job really gave me many laughter and silly situations. I do not know if i really want to laugh or anger with them...

Scenerio 1:

Me: Can i erase this section of the white board?

Class: Yes...

Kid 1: Teacher? Can i erase? *rise hand*

Kid 2: Teacher can erase? *rise hand*

All shouting loudly together: Teacher can erase? *all rise hands*

Me: Excuse me! Teacher cannot be erased!

All started to laugh...

Scenerio 2:
Assembly hall.

I was at the hall and listening the announcement before i return to staff room. I was standing near a class which i used to relief them before. After the announcement, i stood up and walked to the exit. Before i departed the place, a teacher suddenly made an unplanned announcement. I turned around and stood near a class. I listened and understood the announcement. So i walked quickly down the staircase (two storey down) and tapped my access card at the door of the staff room.

I saw that class students were walking behind me... They stared at me with surprise.. I stared back with blur look.

Me: Why all of you follow me to staff room?
Class: Oops.. *all ran up back to the hall*

I was shaking my head... They shd know which teacher supposed to bring them back for classroom and they followed me..

760th entry

2010-10-03T04:22:00.002+08:00

Blogging at 3.51am in the morning is something different than usual. Listening some everlasting love mp3 and blogging is always a leisure for me. I love the quietness and my own private corner that i had in this house. It always give me inspiration to write whatever i had in mind.

I had mind blocked. It sound like I am a freelance writer or editior... Haha.. I am not. It is just my own space to reflect my own feeling. This is why i named this blog as my My Little World of Heart..

Several things in mind.

I met up with my best friends. It is a catch-up time. Wonderful time with them despite I was only accompany them to walk around to get their stuffs. Nice lunch and dinner together.

Firstly the 999 days of celebration was partially ruined due to over pending work load. Spent nearly 7 hours in office to clear work load. Only the evening schedule was processed. It was just a simple dinner and movie watching. It is shortened but it still enjoyed the company we had together. Perhap, the shorten process made me to cherish more as our bonding time was limited.

Upon hearing a shocking news, i did some reflections. I was totally over reacted with emotions. Angry, upset, hurt and worry. I understand myself more what i want in marriage in future. I understand where was my bottomline and my limit. I will not tolerate any unreasonable nonsenses.

759th entry

2010-09-30T07:25:00.000+08:00

I am quite pinning on Children's day! It is not a day that i can have a break from school but It will be a special day for us. Happened that both of us are off from work. I planned to have a simple celebration!

Meanwhile, I am still loaded with many unfinished marking. I will be dead as Children's day is an off day. Lessons will be postponed and my markings are unable to clear on time.

Oh dear.. what to do?

758th entry

2010-09-20T00:12:00.000+08:00

It was a tiring two weeks work. I had endless of marking to complete. Many are overdue by the previous teacher. I wish i have more time to sleep and eat well. I had not been eating well and kept munching bit here and there.. End up i gain some weight...

I wish i can rest well for the next weekend. I almost clear most of the works and i wished i coukl have more time to revise my work. My tuition teacher will be more busier than me and i think that i should be independent by myself.

I havn't read any books for past two weeks. It's time to pick up books again..

I wish i will have more time on my bed with my toys... =P

757th entry

2010-09-01T01:04:00.000+08:00

Mixed feeling.

Today is teacher's day. We had our celebration on the eve. I merely took a class for two days and i got 11 presents and 2 cards. It was totally surprised for me. Stunned to see those presents...

The best feeling was a simple greet from a problematic hype active boy who i used to take up several days. He was the one who ran to search for me and greet me a happy teacher's day. It really melt my heart and wan to cry. He can be a monster and yet an angel..

Haha.. kids.. Tot that woman is unexplainable creature.. I think children are too...

756th entry

2010-08-24T21:44:00.000+08:00

It will be a harsh tough route from tmr onward. I will be half working and half self study for the next few months. It is a mixture of feeling. Happy that i work as i will have abit of income. Nervous as i need to carry the heavy responibilites. Fear that i will not perform well in my studies and work. Worry that my job will take too much time and i dun have sufficient time to self studies.

Too much worries..

Stress about my paper on coming thursday. It will be non-written paper but my performance is suck. Hope my recent crush course works.

755th entry

2010-08-13T00:06:00.001+08:00

I know that it is abit late to show the National Day Parade photos.. But it is late then never.. =P

754th entry

2010-08-01T14:10:00.000+08:00

I went for the National Day Parade preview at Padang. I had tons of fun.. My favourtie singers, Kit Chan and Corrinne May were there to performance. I was so thrilled. The best part was my tote bag. Specially designed by singapore designers and i got something i want. =)

Will update the photos laters..

753th entry

2010-07-25T23:08:00.000+08:00

Fever fever please go away..
Flu flu please go away..
Throat throat please dun sore..

I had a battle with my folk at wee hours yesterday. I was unwell since sat afternoon. I popped some med after dinner and the sickness became worse. I started to feel cold, and this is a sign that im going to be feverish.

My throat and lips were so dry until it is going to crack. I kept drinking water until i felt bloated and the thirstiness did not go away. I had problem to swallow my saliva when i was in bed. I kept running to kitchen to eat ice. At least it moist my throat without drinking ample of water. If i drink another slip, i will vomit all the water content out.

Struggled for whole night till 6am. I was not even better. I was touchy as i was unable to sleep despite i was extremely wear off. I decided to take measurement of my body temperature. I went to dig my therometer.. Dig here and there.. I was unable to find it. That one was my personal use and i only lent dad weeks ago. I go his room, sneaking to find it in the mid of darkness. Dig here and there.. unable to find it.

I was so frustrated until i turned on all the lights in the room except folks'. I was totally unwell and yet dad didnt notice me digging something in wee hours when he was on the way for his toilet break. He still went to bed after seeing me searching for something.

No one is here for help. Later, dad seem noticed abt my weird behaviour and ask me what am i looking for. "The therometer", i replied.

He replied that he had returned me that very day and i thought i misplaced it again. I go re-dig and search...
We both woke up mum. Dad found two thermometer which was not mine. Both are not working despite the one of them is brand new one.

Pissed. I was unwell. I gave up. I closed all light and tried to toss to sleep. At this moment, dad came to me with my mine. He said it was all along on the table. Ya, im blind. Cannot see it. Never return to me. =S

I measured it, it was 38.6 and i popped the correct medicine. And i went to bed.

I thought my worst night was over. But it wasn't.. As soon as i going to doze off, the telephone rang! It was near dawn and whoever is calling must be urgent matter. I hate wee hours or dawn calls. The last time was the new of my deceased grandmother.

I picked up quickly. It was a wrong number call.. i was so frustrated and angry.. That stupid call woke me again.. I had not been sleeping at all and i was abt to doze, i was waken up by it.

I tried to sleep and eventually i dozed off after 7am. And i woke up at 10.30am as i was hungry. Spicy noodle was on the table. I had no choice to eat it, despite my sore throat.

No lunch for me, but mum fried some heaty french toast for everyone. No choice to eat.. i was too sick to cook myself. As for dinner, all the dishes were fried. Fried chicken wings, fried tofu and fried luncheon meat. Only soup and rice were my only source of food. Haiz..

752th entry

2010-07-20T18:21:00.000+08:00

The pre-celebration day 13th July 2010
Dear borrowed R1 from his best friend and we had the transportation for the whole 3 days. That was quite a surprise! =)

We went hiking on the first day. Before we start our hike, we went to Bt Purmei for Lor Mee as breakfast. Since he love Lor Mee and i craved it, both made our way there. The food is marvelous and it taste like the old Tiong Bahru's stall which i missed it badly.

Next, we proceed to the treetop route. It was super long hike route which approximately 3 to 4 hours. The route is quite moderate to difficult as there are many slopes up and down.. Super tiring...

At the end of the hike, it was 4pm. We went to his grandma's temple to see see look look. After that, we proceeded to the nearby Ikea and Giant mall to enjoy the coolness of the aircon. Grab a hotdog bun to eat too.. =P

Next, we decided to go down "with a pitch of salt". It was the cafe which the 7pm drama was showing. Order two set of main courses (pizza + kebah) and the side dish, cheeze fries. Both of us love the fries as it taste heavenly. =)

Then we drove to Marina Barriange to see nite kite flying.. the weather is awesome. It was so windy and the atomsphere is so romantic. Dear nearly got strangled by the string of the low kite while i escape due to my height. =P

The actual day 15th July 2010..

We went to Universal studio singapore!

He bought two tixs and the express passes. It was a big boom. However the express pass were awesome as we saved at least an hour on each ride during the afternoon. Imagined that everyone is queuing patiently and their eyes look at us with envy as we do not need to q at all. We simply hop into the ride immediately.

We tried many rides and shows. I think we completed most of the ride except those kiddy rides. As for the shows, we managed to catch some but not all. However the shows we watched were awesome. I love the Steven Spielberg and the waterworld!

Glad a quickbite at one of the cafe before proceed to other dangerous thrilling ride.. Dear love the revenge of the mummy. He sat 3 times while i had twicce only.

Went shopping within the Hollywood street. Dear got many items while i only get a few..

Rides we tried:

Jurassic Park Rapid Advernture: Super wet ride. Lucky we have our raincoat!

Canopy flyer: we seat backward and we cannot see anything. But the ride is thrill.

Enchanted Airways: The dragon ride was fast and thrilling..

King Julien's Bench Rarty Go Round: A kiddy ride but i wanna to take photo with Madagascar characters.

Revenage of the Mummy: Dear love it so much... I really scared with this..
Treasure hunter: It is a kiddy ride.. just to see the whole view of the park.
Accelerator: It spin and spin.. like those spinning ride..

Show we watched:
Waterworld : Awesome stunt show!! Love the waterplaying time with them..
Shrek 4D Adverture: Tons of side effect like water splashing and the air blowing effects
Donkey Live: I was picked to talk with Donkey.. So paiseh.. =S
Lights, Camera, Action hosted by steven spelberg: the effect is awesome!

Lucky the Battlestar Galactica is down.. otherwise i will vomit like hell.. Darn scary ride!!

Next he brought me to Hard Rock Cafe at RWS. We quickly had our seat after we were asked to wait at the bar counter. He order a bday sundae and the staff make me stand up the chair, with everyone in the cafe sang bday song for me. Really paiseh!!

We went to catch a movie, the inception. Really deep movie meaning..

Im surprised with the presents he gave me. A coach wristlet and a long champ tote bag.. Plus a shoe which i asked for. Thank u dear!

the post celebration day: 16th July 2010
We went to city square mall to shop around. Brother ask me to pick something for myself and i got a dress and a top.

We went to Bugis for our dinner, ramen. It was simply nice as it was pouring heavily rain and a hot ramen is irresistable. =P

751th entry

2010-07-17T16:12:00.000+08:00

Had my 3-day bday celebration with dear. He made me feel like im a princess and plan 3 day events for me!

I had a wonderful time for the past 3 days. We had smile, laughter, screams, saddness and quarrels. However, it was still a memoriable process. =)

I will update the details soon. Need to process the photos first. =P

750th entry

2010-07-07T20:38:00.000+08:00

Yesterday it was our 912 days together.

912 days equal 2 yrs 6mths or 30mths to be exact.

Happy Anniversary, my dear. =)

Got a croc waist band last week from him. It look really cool.. =)

749th entry

2010-07-04T15:53:00.000+08:00

From the begining of end June, there are many people making appointments with me for advance birthday celebration. On the begining of 1st July, I had a simple Japanese meal at ION mall with Clar. Every year, she will remember my birthday without fail and give me a treat. She spoilt me with 8 wide choices of venue and cusines. Wow.. I picked the cheapest among the all as i do not wish to spend alot from her.

Simple meal - A lunch Japanese set, consisted of a salad, main course, miso soup, rice and a glass of drink. Worth less than ten dollars (excluding taxes).

Nice chatting and bonding with her.. Btw, Thanks Clar for yr treat! =)

Next, it was an unexpected meet up with min. She camped at her maiden house on friday night and she called me after i sent her a sms to have a safe trip for her honeymoon on sunday. She told me that she will drop by and help her to shop her waist pouch. Accompany her with 2 hours and she gave me tons of surprises.. 3 stalks of pink roses.. Muhaha.. =) That was sweet. It was her norm behaviour as dear seldom buy me flowers. I think i receive more flowers from her than dear.

After departure from her, i went to cut my hair. I felt abit regret that my hair is so short now.. =(

For the past two days, dear and i had been watching world cup matches. Dear nvr expected that i will like soccer. My best friend is a soccer fan and i had listened all her stories, analysis and tales about the round white and black ball. That is why im fine with soccer match.I am the type of people who will scream for goal.

748th entry

2010-06-29T16:37:00.000+08:00

Oh.. I am very hardworking in reading books. I had completed two ebooks of Cecelia Ahern, If you can see me now & Book of tomorrow.

If you can see me now - It is a touching story, in my opinion. I did cried when i read the ending part. Ivan, an imaginary friend, really love and did his best for Elizabeth. And the design of the children playroom is really amazing... those painting which they had spent together happily..

Book of Tomorrow - It is about an teenage girl, Tamara who had lost his dad and the wealth which the family had. Her mother and her need to stay over at Arthur and Rosaleen's house. This is where she discovered the garden of the castle and a book of tomorrow. Soon, she discovered the mysteries which everyone is keeping mute. The ending was quite unexpected. It was so adventurous until i cannot stop reading the book despite it was wee hours.

From the books, i learn a few tips in writing.

"In the next garden a man whistled a tune i wasn't familiar with while he pointed the garden hose toward his car and watched as the soapy suds slithered down the side, revealing a new spank". - Quoted from "If you can see me now"

I showed this sentence to dear and he gave me a "wow" look. In short, my neighbour is washing his car in the garden. I felt that if i can describe the surrounding with such details, my dear promised that i can pass in my English test.

I really make me understand why i failed badly for my language. I need to brush up a lot in writing..

The book of tomorrow let me learn that we should cherish the ones we had now. Our future is built by our own decisions.

Heart = "secret garden"...

Hmmm.. now i really love to read! =)

Dear is trying to introduce me John Grisham's book. His sister had been reading non-stop... And lucky i found a website to able to download the ebooks of his books.

Meanwhile, i will try to finish the rest of ebooks which Cleffairy offered me. Btw Cleff, I had finished the books of Twilight saga (4books), Dan Brown - Digital Fortress and Cecelia Ahern - Book of tomorrow & If you can see me now. Thanks for sharing it to me.. =)

747th entry

2010-06-23T22:58:00.002+08:00

I fall in love again.. With Toy story, of cos. Who else? =P

I dragged my dear to watch this movie. I already told him that this movie is a must-to-watch movie since the begining of the year when i know the list of movies showing this year! I am a fan of toy story since the very first movie. Perhap it was a teen-hood memory.. I remember watching this with my bro, i think..

Love the funny part from movie 1 to 3..

It is a pretty comedy and touching movie. I love the laughter i had during this show. Imagined that my dear had to keep me silent throughout the show by saying "shhhhh" when i laugh too loud? I usually well-behave lady, especially in public area such as cinema. I really behave wild like a little kid.. Haha..

During the show, i only not laugh hard but also cry badly.. I felt that it was a touching moment when the Andy had to leave his beloved toys that grow together with him. I also cried when Woody and the rest departed for attirc and college.. I cried and wept like i had lost someone dearly..

My tears only dried up abit during the credit when i saw Buzz is dancing like a spanish.. Muhaha..

Love Buzz behaved so romantic... It always make me laugh..
Love the whole group (in Part 1) when they cross the road unhurt but created a big chao mess in traffic..
Love the whole group (in Part 1) when they had to jump together to open the sliding door..
Love the whole group (part 2) when they want to save Woody in the airport...
Love the part when all of them held their hands together when they were going to burn off..
Love the 3 alien toys save the whole group in the trash factory...
Love Woody never left anyone behind in all 3 movies...
Love the friendship Buzz and Woody had...
Love Mr and Mrs Potatos Head and their accessories...
Love the silly Rex, the Dinosaur do the wrong thing at impt time..
Love the dancing Buzz with Jess
Love the Hamm, the piggy bank, always be the Bad Guy in Andy's imagination..
Love the stinky doggie who always be the rope when they need him...
Lastly, love the phrase... "No toys will left behind" by Woody and "To the infinity and beyond" By Buzz..

The soundtrack seem nice toO... My dear told me that he saw a boy holding a Buzz figure when we were in the cinema. I saw it too when the show ended.. It was quite a big one loh...

In simple, I simply love the whole movieseries..

746th entry

2010-06-19T23:47:00.000+08:00

The battle..

I am still in shock. Even the man who suddenly shout from downstair who is strolling his dog make me jump like a frog!

The battle began from 8.30pm after dinner. I was using my computer and doing my work at the same time. I heard a buzz sound and look up. There is a big fat creature at my left hand side of the curtain. My table is just next to the window with curtain.

Since it was pretty early, no one is asleep. I scream for help. If i scream at wee hours, i will be in hot soup and mum will wake up and scold me for the rest of the week for disturbing her.

Dad came to my rescue, i presumed. He came in and ask me what had happened. I told him that fat cockroach is on the curtain.

He took a tissue from my tissue box, used it to catch with his hand. I tot he will sucessfully as bro and him always my knight saviiour from cockroach when i was young.

End up, he failed. That creature crawled into the hole where i place my cpu and moderm. This is just exactly few cm where i seated to study and use the PC.

Oh great! How am i going to do my works now??

Dad just walk off and say it will be fine..

What an encouragement i received!!

I became tensed up. However i had no choice but sit back there to do my work. I kept presume that it had escape from that area as cockroach can do anything great to escape.

Several hours and there is no sight of it. I felt relief until 11.15pm. I heard some noise from the cpu. It wasn't me to press button on cpu. I re-heard the noise. It is somewhere near cpu.. And i quickly stand up.

Lucky after i stand up, the cockroach crawl out from that hole... I ran for life and kept screaming for help.

I dun care if mum is asleep or what.. My life is in danger with the cockroach who tresspass my territory! I wonder how am i going to sleep with a flying cockroach in my room?

Dad was still awake, watching tv drama in the living room. He came to my rescue, i hope.

He kept looking around and say the creature is disappeared. My last sight of it was at the keyboard area/ I wonder if it flew to my table or still existed in my room. He want to give up but i spotted it at the door of my cupboard.

He tried to catch but fail again. This time i am super pissed. I went to get my pesticide, waiting to appear again. Dad spotted it at the door and ask my weapon for it. He spray and spray.. but it flew away.

Dad still looking ard like he had lost something. Lucky for me, my eyes are sharp. I saw it flew to the corner near my dustbin.

Dad flipped ard the area and saw it. He spray and spray.. And he declared he had won..

Ya, he won with my help.. =S

He just left my room with the dead creature out of my room. I felt pleased until i saw the mess that dad had created!!

Stinking room with mess.. Oh great.. Now i had to clear the big mess..

Thanks to that awful creature!

745th entry

2010-06-15T02:12:00.000+08:00

Just few hours ago, i had finished my dear's birthday celebration with him. As usual, i will plan a whole day event as no one in his family will celebrate for him. I got a few inspirations from Colleen and Guojie. Colleen is usually the one who listen all my problems and go shopping with me. This year, she didn't but she did accompany me to buy items that i needed for the schedule and give advice abt the schedules. As for Guojie, his word is a golden advice - "surprise him", and i did it. =)

Dear is overall happy with this year planning. I kept it simple and at the same time not cheapo. This year i really used up my max energy to keep the meal valueable and it will not burn my pocket a big hole.

I made a homemade breakfast for him, and congee was his favourite. He love warm breakfast as he always have running nose in the morning. It warm his heart and body. =)

Next, it was adviced by colleen. I decided to bake a bday cake with him together. It was something unusual as we dun not bake at all. I remembered i only bake cookie twice for him to eat. He felt that it was totally fresh and innovative idea. Best part is that my mum's big oven is down twice due to power tripped. We ended up using the 23L oven that mum kept as storage item.

We changed the recipe abit to cakelike. And the cake cooked faster than it stated. Of cos the edge was burnt but i tried to save the cake. I cut it into few pcs and layered it with icecream. Of cos it turned into a big width cake into a small several layers with icecream between. Added a handful of M&Ms choc and a candle as deco. Look small but abit awful. However the taste is not bad with icecream and choc.. Muhaha..

Left all unwashed items at home and left the house for lunch. Due to promotion, i found a 1 for 1 treat. We ordered 2 main course and a float. Since it was his bday, the bday boy entitled a free icecream, consisted of 3 scoops of different flavours. And the total bill cost me less than $20. =)

We shopped around the new openly Daiso and went back for the cake as teabreak. Also it was the present opening session.

Later, we went for pickup his car and drove for dinner. We ate a Jap meal, which was his fav. 2 main course with a sashimi salad and deep fried tofu. The bill was slighter lower than what i had budgeted. =)

He went to purchase on sale shoe which he needed to replace a old worn pair. It looks nice on him and is quite cheap due to the sale.

Later we went for cinema and he was really surprised that i bought the luxuary Gold Class seat for the movietime. I was treated by him several times and i did not treat him once until today. I felt that he deserved a good movietime as i didnt budget much on this bday celebration.

He told me that each actitvity gave him more surprises and he loved it. I felt glad he love it. At least for now, i felt better after the headache i had for past few weeks in planning and preparation for the card, gifts and schedule.

So now it is time for him to have headache as my bday will be coming in a month time.. =P

744th entry

2010-06-09T22:26:00.000+08:00

Met Colleen on last wed. I treated her a belated birthday lunch. It was quite a scrumptious lunch as we had two main pasta course with two big glasses of ice blended cookie monster. Since both of us had a heavy lunch, we went to her house to play Wii sport! I played nearly 4 hours and ended up with muscle cramps.. =S

Next time i need to warm up before i start to play Wii..

On last fri, 4th June, dear dated me out and surprisingly he gave me a surprise by booking the movie, Sex and the city 2. I had been a fan of this drama when i had the channel HBO.. I had a good laugh with dear especially Samatha's dirty naughty words.. Haha..

On sat, dear and i sent his mum to airport.She was going Guilin for a week with her siblings. After sending her off, both went to meet up my ex-classmates. Some of them who i had not met them since after graduation and they still look the same. We had a wonderful chat and dinner. The feeling is great to find back them throught facebook. =)

On sunday, i accompanied folks to Tampines one for shopping and i managed to buy something for him. =)
Dear popped by my house for dinner as no one was cooking for him on that day.

Yesterday, i was so sick of home until i forced dear to go out with me. And as usual, we went for movie and dear claimed that i look glumpy for whole day. Perhap i need some surprise.. Ate a cup of Ben and Jerry Icecream and i felt better immediately.. Sweet food is always my comfort food. Make me smile.. =)

743th entry

2010-05-29T16:13:00.001+08:00

I wondered if im really jinx. I always occur something happened to what i order for my food.

The recent case was happened yesterday. Dear order two set meals and a side dish, prawn roll. There were four piece and i picked two to eat. One of them happened to have a big black stapler wrapped inside it and i was unaware and chew it. I spit it out after i found something is hard during my chewing. It turned out to be a big metal stapler!!

Some years back, my friend and i order two piece of cake from well-known coffee chain store. The one i order was found a stapler toO.

Another incident was a worm was found in the raw oyster. Luckly Colleen rang me up and i was busy answering the phone with her. During the chatting, a worm was crawled out from my oyster!! i did blog in on my blog.

Other time, a egg shell was found inside the egg tart that i chosed in school.

Raw meat was served when i was dining a newly opened cafe with my family. The most annoying issue was i kept calling for a manager ample of time and no one came to me!! Everyone is ignoring me. *piss*

Icy cold meat was served last two weeks and it totally annoyed and ask for a change immediately.

742th entry

2010-05-27T12:00:00.001+08:00

Today is a Sport day for the school and all afternoon session pupils are suspended from this. That mean the pupils will start their school holiday earlier than other by one day.

As for me, a relief teacher, i was not asked to help out the event. That mean i will not be paid for day off.

For past two days, the class had made me even wear off. I tried my very best to control the class. Ask them to do simple tasks and drawing. It ended up with a mess.

Fighting occur. And both parties injuried a pupil who is standing near them. Bleeding at the lip.
Someone locked a water bottle into another classroom's locker and only discover when the class is on the way to assembly hall.
A pupil was drinking his waterbottle and someone bump into him and the waterbottle knocked his front tooth. Bleeding..

All these happened in a day and these incidents need to called parents. As a relief teacher, i only jot the matter down for the form teacher to know what had happened. Also an experience teacher advise me not to called due to my special status. I also dunno how to deal with their parents yet.

Haiz.. seem that im still not up to the standard yet. However the experience teacher praised me for being responsible and able to deal well with such a naughty class.

Am i?

741th entry

2010-05-21T00:15:00.000+08:00

I feel dismoralised. Partly it is due to the relief works that i am doing now.

Complaints from parents. It damped my day. It reflected that i did not my part well at all.
The kids. The same things again from them. I do not understand why the kids love to get their justices from me and these are not happened my lessons. Some even ask for help during my way to next lesson and caused me to be late for lessons and even running up and down.

I felt tired and somehow I seemed like a failure...

It gave me a serious thought if i want to enter this career..

740th entry

2010-05-16T13:08:00.001+08:00

I meet Louis with Colleen for the job fair yesterday. We quickly apply the HASE job and went to explore the rest of the exhibition. The whole exhibition is mainly for a display for the public and there are many free trial games such as rock climbing, archery and air pistol shooting. All of us tried archery and shooting and he tried the rock climbing alone.

It is fun for archery. I learnt how to hold a bow with an arrow. This is my very first time to try archery. It was fun and nice to play indoor. However my skill is sucks. My aiming for first 2 arrow is out of the target board. Only the last 3 arrow hit the board. I can considered to join the archery club in my area. =)

Next, we tried the air pistol shooting. I love guns and shooting since young. This is a 0.166 calibre rifle with 10metre of target board. It is quite easy and fun. Just load bullet and aim to shoot. My very first try score 48/50. 3 shoots got 10 points and 2 shoots got 9 point. Happy!!! =)

Later he went for rock climbing. Initially i want to try but my stamina is super lousy. It is a good choice that i saw my friend is struggling and shivering during the climb. It is really tiring exercise.

All trial games are free and we enjoyed it very much.

Later we went to Han's restuarant for a tea break. Had lemon tea with sandwich to fill our hunger after the games.

We tried to walk to the newest bridge, Helix Bridge in Marina Bay. It was quite a short bridge but we walked quite a long route to reach the location. The place is quite beautiful. It surely attract alot of tourist as a new landmark of Singapore. Later we tried to explore the new mall and the casino. There is quite a long queue for entering the casino but the mall is totally deserted as the mall is still under renovation. Many designer brands are going to open soon.

After exploring, we took a bus to DG Mrt station for a cheap set meal which consist free-flow of icecream, coffee and drink. We had a good nice chat from 6.30pm to 9pm.

Nice bonding with old friends.. =)

739th entry

2010-05-11T15:27:00.000+08:00

Usually a lot of people will say Jeremin is a patient and well-tempered person. However it seem that this description do not work on yesterday. I had a terrible awful horrible nasty moody temper and treated most of my close ones a nasty way.

It all start from the very early morning. I had a nasty headache for past few days and unable to sleep well. My mobile start to ring when i try to get more sleep since i got disturbed by folks during dawn. It was from him, an old friend of mine. I decided to sms why he called me.

He replied me within minutes that he asked me if i wish to attend both job fairs. I replied him that i will attend the weekend fair but the other fair need invitation (and i didnt received any yet).

Thinking that he received an invitation and asked me to join him (thinking that i received the invitation too). I explained him that i will attend the weekend fair but not the invitation fair. After several smses, he told me that he didn't have any invitation at all and i guess he likely to gatecrash it.

Simply, he anxiously ask me if i wan to join the fair with him in 6 days advance! I thought that Colleen is a super anxious in booking me for dates and i think he had won the title from Colleen.

It was a simple idea that asking me to go together for the fair. However, it seem to make a long winding issue.

I think this will be the end of story. Mostly i will sms or inform the person about the timing and venue to meet on the day before. And here come the nightmare...

I understand that he is nice to be a gentleman by asking when i will be free in day or evening or even which date to go.. However, it is annoying that when a person with a nasty headache and unable to rest properly. He sent each sms for one question and he got many questions to ask abt the venue, timing and etc.

I simply decide the date, timing and venue to meet. I even think of what bus to take to go there and listed all in a short sms and sent to him. I thought this issue will come to an end. However it wasn't.

He asked me if i wish to eat lunch together or we will eat our own before meeting. Further more, he still ask me if i want to ask Colleen to go along too..

This simple issue had taken nearly an hour.

By then, i thought i can have a good rest. However, last minute work need me and i had to rush to work. Somemore the behaviour of the brats had worn me even more during that whole afternoon till evening.

I cannot imagine why one by one (those liitle brats) is telling me who bully who.. who hit who.. who push who.. Not one, not two but up to ten cases. Best part of all, those were not happened during my hours but 3 to 4 hours before hand. How come they simply keep complaining and asking justice from me during end of the day? HOw come they do not voice out immediately to the teacher on spot but to me?

Am i too nice to them that they want to overturn me? They simply just walked up to me and complain this and that when im still dealing with case 1 when the countless complainers interrupted me every few minutes.

Im totally pissed!!

By the end of the day, i was totally wear out. I thought there will be no more issues. However, it didnt end yet.

The same old friend sms me in the morning, start to ask me for permission if he can invite his friend to join or not. I called up Colleen if she have any plan on that day. She wished to meet us for a gathering but her idea is not confirmed. She is still deciding.. And my limit had reached the top and my attitude turn worse. She was my first victim who received my nasty harsh words.

And i sms him that Colleen wish to have a meet up after the fair and he cannot simply link the idea and start to turn me back questions that this issue had to do with colleen's meetup?

At this moment, i felt tired, exhausted, hungry, smelly and moody. I simply dun want to reply any more...

Colleen sms me if she is the one who irriated me or not. I apologised her for my harsh behaviour but explained that she is not the one.

When i arrived at dear's hse, i start to grumble, yelled at dear for all my nasty unbearable issues... Even grandma want me to break me off by asking me eat my dinner first. I simple lost my behaviour at his house and no one darn to come into dear's room.

I had my dinner with dear. And apologised to him for my grumbling and nasty behaviour. I was still tired and sweating profusely. Dear is too tired to coax me and i decided to use his laptop to surf my FB.

At this moment, HE (the old friend of mine) immediately msn me when i just logged in. He still asking me the issue. I tried my best to keep my temper well by replying and explained why Colleen want to meet up had to do with his friend tagging along. I explained that his friend may want to meet him after the fair (as after all it was rare to meet up school friend) and it will be rude if we just left her immediately the fair.

His reply was that his friend will not have any plan with him after the fair. He will leave together with me to meet up colleen. Within minutes later, he told me that at most his friend will tag along with us (if we are agreeable) to meet up with Colleen.

I blew my top. That was the last straw... It turn out to be long winded and dragging.. Im tired, smelly, exhausted, sweating profusely and grumble. I do not wish to deal this issue anymore. It seem to be endlesss and this topic had been on going for 12 hours and no ending seem to come close.

I typed "whatever" and i logged off.

Later, i just reach home and bath. I only want to topple myself into the bed and sleep. I think he finally sense that something is wrong and called me twice. Finally he left an sms, asking if something is wrong.

My eyes are simply closed and replied him that i had an awful day and i need sleep. And he didnt disturb me throughout the whole night.

This morning, the same time as yesterday, his smses came. He showered his concerns to me - asking if i feel better. And he even extended his concerns by willing to take unpaid leave to have a talk or accompany me.

I appreciated his thoughts and concerns. All i want is some moment of privacy.

*****

Disgress issue...

Why am i so work up yesterday? Is my patience wear off by those brats and his constant smses? I was thinking so hard until i start to blog. As usual, my blogging help me to understand how i think and my feeling. I start to realise that he is behaviouring like a little one yesterday. Asking little details like - sat or sun? afternoon or evening? lunch together or not? Can my friend come along or not? It seem a student is asking permission from his teacher. The same behaviour like the little brats yesterday.

No wonder im angry and pissed yesterday. Btw, my headache is still in pain.. Ouch..

738th entry

2010-05-07T20:21:00.000+08:00

KC had been found on the 8th day. Heard from other that he had been hiding at the condo and had lost a lot of weight. Glad that he was found. =)

I had not been working for the whole week. Seem that it was quite a restless week. However, i had been doing my english work frequently. Hope this recent catch up homeworks will help me to cover the past two weeks works.

I had been hit by a swing by a little boy during the full month celebration at dear's relative. Darn.. i dunno why im so bad luck. For past three years in polytechnic, i got hit by soccer balls. In upper secondary, i got hit either by basketball or soccer. Haiz...

737th entry

2010-04-30T10:05:00.000+08:00

It is a random entry. This entry will be mainly photos with words. I realised that my blog is lack of pictures and i guess it will be boring without pictures to read. These are the photos that i had taken previously and wish to share with all. Nothing much but managed to catch a snap before it disappear.

It was raining cats and dogs during one of the afternoon and this bird ( i dunno what species is that. Mynah?) flew to outside of my kitchen window and standing there. It was drenching with the heavy rain water and it was not trying to hide herself for a shelter. I quickly ran to take my camera to snap it. Surprisingly, i took nearly ten snaps with my slow coach camera before she flew off.. She noticed me that im taking photos of her but she is not feared a stranger like me..

Due to my pin-point camera, it cannot capture any rain drizzing down. The only raindrops can be notice is at the metal railing.

I wish i have a DSLR to play with..

736th entry

2010-04-27T22:21:00.001+08:00

Im quite busy recently. Many assignments had been throwing to me. It is good to earn extra money before June arrive. Im quite popular between morning and afternoon shift. Muhaha.. I think im one of the few who is willing to accept both shifts which depending my availability.

Many matter had happened. All kinds of emotions had appeared on my face and my grumblings too.

Casey is actually known as KC. I had mistaken the spelling but both pronounce similarly. She is lost since sunday. Hope someone can find it back. =(

Min's wedding is over. It was a super tiring day.. I think this is the most tiring maid of honour i ever done. Great that it is over and i can focus my time on my english exam. I had totally did not touch it for several weeks due to work and min's wedding.

Im still tired with lack of sleep. I seem to have trouble to have a good sleep. I had not been sleeping at all during the eve of min's wedding and the actual day. Too stress bah..

Im looking forward for this weekend. At least i can watch the ironman 2 movie for free. I miss my weekend rest toO.. One day from weekend is the only time i can meet him. Both of us are busy with our own schedules.

735th entry

2010-04-18T10:34:00.000+08:00

I am super exhausted recently due to many issues and lack of sleep.

I was introduced to do relief teaching for primary school by dear. It is an extra income for me as i am still in seach of new full time job. This job is fun and yet annoying. If i was assigned with good class, the class can be totally quiet and well behave. No much screaming and shouting is required. When i was assigned to misbehaved classes, i was totally loss of voice due to shouting and screaming. It is a good experience to deal with kids.

I need to wake up 5.45am and leave on 6.15am to work. I thought that i will have problem to wake up early but it wasn't. Perhap it was really fun and enjoying teaching except those misbehaved students make me wanna to die. I love to see those student's faces when i was walking around the school. They will quickly signal their friends to stop all those actions, bow and greet me. It was awesome feeling that i did feel respect where it is hardly seen in working environment. It was fun because i do not need to do marking or planning what to teach. If these are required, the word "fun" will be totally erased.

Beside teaching, i had been actively involved with my best friend's wedding. From fitting to reheaseals, im totally exhausted with those responsiblities and assigned duties. I need to help out alot of matters and ensure those matters to be done properly and accurately. On actual day, i need to butler bride for 12hours and i need to take care the flower gals to march in with me. And im the first one to march in and the rest need to follow my tempo and steps. Stress!!

I was totally exhausted for past week and i managed to doze off for 12 hours. This is my highest record as i usually slept for 6hrs daily.

It was a weekend yesterday and i decided to go to Johor Bahru for a break with dear. It was a good time to get away from works and the bridemaid issues. Everytime seem to be enjoyable until we were abt to leave. We didnt have any Singapore signal till we arrived at custom. It was a recall for those National serviceman and dear was one of them. It was impossible to return his camp by the allocated time. He will be in very serious trouble (fined or jailed) if he didnt return in time. By then, it was 30min before the reported time ended and we were still in JB.

It was a great mess and he had to make numerous calls. Mobile signal was pretty bad and he received 60 missed calls and 40 smses from friends and relatives who fail to locate him. As for me, my mobile was also busted with calls from his friend who fail to contact him.

Lucky dear called in time and told the situation he had. He was excused with permission but he need to submitted a copy of proof (his passport stamps) to the authorities. Dear claimed that he will be fine. I already scared badly. I know how serious it was if he failed to report on time. He busily making return calls and he failed to notice that im still super worried.

I hope that the matter will be over after his submisson of his proof on monday. By then, i will be able to relief totally.

734th entry

2010-04-13T21:06:00.000+08:00

Well, the days of taking care grandmother is over. Now im going to focus on getting a stable job.

Meanwhile, i managed to see Sean's dog which brought over from Perth. It is a really beautiful mix dog, call Casey. Heard that this breed will have one owner in mind and gluely to her owner. I noticed that Casey's eye nvr leave his owner. She ran to her owner's direction while Sean was indoor where the glass door is closed. Poor casey bang herself on the glass sliding door.. "Boom" Big bang sound can be heard...

Btw Casey's fur is so dark and soft.. When she closed her eyes, it is totally black and unable to idenify her eyes location.

733th entry

2010-04-04T14:38:00.001+08:00

I had a good break for the past two days. Queen dowager had been camping since wed. She love the peaceful and quiet area where we are staying. I think she want to extend her stay and does not tell us when she want to camp the next location. Meanwhile i need to stay around to look after her.

Past two days, it was fun. A excuse to get out from the house, it was tiring to run around to collect medicines on her behalf and cooking soups and buying foods she want to eat.

Friday was a public holiday. I woke up early to get a pair of tickets at Orchard before it stopped showing on cinema. Managed to bump into the bride at the bus without any arrangement to meet up. Later. we had a bridemaid meeting at CBD area. Thinking and explains tons of details and ideas what to do during gatecrashing. It was fun to set those questions whereas the bride is clueless with the details.. We nearly fainted with such reactions from the bride.

After the 2hours plus meeting, i went to Kenny's house to collect a borrow book. I realised he was out when i was at his lobby. Nevertheless, i departed and looked for dear. His granny is nice to offer her cooked noodle - one of my fav type of noodles. =) Yummy.. ate 2 small bowls.

Later we went down Orchard to have window shopping before the show start. Managed to bump into JJ and wife. Show start at 6pm and we had nacho snacks to eat. It was so bloated that we had our dinner at 10pm. Meanawhile, we went to DFS to look around some watches. I never expect Omega watch cost 5 figures... -___-"

What a country bum am i!!

Yesterday i only able to depart home from noon onward. Mum went to work 2hours and i had to look after queen dowager. Met dear at MRT station and travelled to Tiong Bahru Plaza. We had our weekend MacD value meals and strolled around the plaza.

Dear brought me to watch his free win movie tickets - Clash of the Titan. The seats were free seating and we need to be early to get a good view seat. 30 min before the show, the whole lobby is totally crowded with people. The area is so cramp until we cannot make any step forward. Lucky we are standing near the entrance and the usher quickly open the entrance to ease the overcrowding issue. We were forced to move too or otherwise we will be stampfeet. Due to this, we were the first few people who get into the cinema first. And we managed to get a good seat too. =) Happy and joyful.

It was a really good show.. =)

Both took the free shuffle bus to PS. Both decided to have our dinner at Jus Asia to have our free flow icecream and drinks. I ordered a new dish - Sambal Salmon and it was super spicy and hot. However it was still a good delicious meal. Icecream is a good way to ease the over spiciness of the sambal due to the milk content. After meal, we walked around in light rain and took a long jounery bus home.

Past two days, it was really a fun and enjoyable day.

732th entry

2010-03-31T14:25:00.002+08:00

My Queen Dowager (my maternal grandmother) had arrived my house. She will be camping my place for several days. Her last visit was before my brother got married. I remembered that time i had to forsake my room for my bro and his room for granny. It was because brother's mattress was a good one and Queen Dowager had a nasty backache.

I cannot imagine how am i going to cope with her. Last time, i had a bad time. I totally cannot sleep well due to her early wake up - 5 or 6 am in the morning. Afterall, i have not been living without elders at home since i was born.

731th entry

2010-03-26T22:48:00.002+08:00

My very little own love story.. Seem that fate had been pulling us near and yet it was far away before we know each other.

Many years before dear and i met up, we seem to be same campus and same school dept. In that building, probably we did passed by each other without knowing that both of us will be an item. Both studied in Ngee Ann and landed in same building dept. It was concidence.. And that time, we still dunno each other yet.

Few years later, both of us happened to know each other through a blogging website. It is a local youth and young adult website to target those who need online counselling. He is an volunteer for the society which operated this website. And i am one of the bloggers who love to write my interesting and emotional entries regularly. He got hooked up by my regular interesting entries and had been followed up constantly. Beside, he had beening my regular commenter too. This lasted for a few years...

For one particular day, both exchanged our msn. And we didnt start from there yet. We had been each other contact list for 6 months before we started to chat online.

We finally chat up for many months before we arranged to meet up on 18th Aug. He had arranged a romantic dinner and a movie watching. It was a wonderful beginning... Both started to meet up more and he planned alot of awesome, romantic trips throughout singapore. Both of us met up each other families and relatives before we are officially together. I went for his annual family xmas gathering and he went to visit my mum in the hospital during her operation. It was quite a funny situation as all of them mistaken us as an item and yet we were not.

After half a year of his wooing, he bought 2 tickets my fav idol concert - Jacky Cheung World Tour which worth $170 each and picked one of the seat numbers with my birthdate. Row 7, seat 15. He popped me a magical question after it ended.

And this is how my little love story started.. Till now, we are still together for 26 mths.

730th entry

2010-03-25T00:58:00.001+08:00

I went to JB at last min decision by ah min. I thought that we will be browsing around in some local malls for the materials she need for her wedding. She suddenly pop me that request and we did.

Dear joined us along with us. Ah min kept teasing he is my personal porter. I did sensed that she is envied that i have such a caring and "can shop with women type" guy.. keep asking us that stupid silly question - "can i change hubby?"

I had a nice day with them. Thanks to her and i have a wonderful treat. It was wonderful. Next time, we shall called colleen too.

Got invited to test food for wedding dinner by min's mum. Min had been commenting that i am like a half sister as her mum dote me very much. Lcuky i was spared to go food tasting as i felt that im stil an outsider for the wedding food tasting.

P.S. Dear must be pleased if he saw this entry - the envy issue. =P

729th entry

2010-03-21T14:53:00.000+08:00

It was two decade since i went to drive in movie. When i was very very young, i remember vividly that my uncle want to watch a drive in movie. He drove a mini van with another adult and all the young cousins will hide behind the van with a cover. We only pay two adult admission tixs and smuggled ard 8 - 10 childrens in!

It was fun as my uncle open the boot and we all sat under the moonlight to watch movie for free..

Yesterday, there is a drive-in movie event in singapore. Dear read somewhere from the newspaper and brought me there. It was an interesting concept as nowadays it is rarely seen in singapore. Both managed to talk with a man who seem to be one of the management. He told us that the screen is a actual cinema size and was sponsered by Epson. We can hear the sound thr the FM channel inside our car. Actually it is not only for car drivers. It also allocated for people by public transport. All we need to know the location of each event (each event held different location) before hand and had to pray hard it dun not rain. The organiser also had a big mat for ppl to sit if the vehicle is too far or for those visitors by public transport.

Both of us bought sandwiches from subway and dear bought along a bottle of frizzy drinks with ice. I brought some tibits that i leftover during CNY. We had a nice picnic mat too.. It was a windy evening as we were near the river location.

The only stupid problem is that the drive-in route (approved by LTA) is a disappointing. It is because many cars, including dear's had been scratched under the car. One black car was totally screwed as we can heard several big scratch screeches when he drove in. Ended up it struck and jammed the whole road for a long time.

Actually there is another route when we depart, it is a straight - no hump route which the LTA do not approved... Sound super stupid..

Overall, it was fun and interesting. Of cos it is a free event and hope we can participate it in future.

728th entry

2010-03-19T14:57:00.000+08:00

Singapore Universal Studio is open yesterday. It caused me to miss the time i had in Hk and Tokyo disneyland. It make my inner kiddy character grow out whenever i stepped into such amusement park. Dear is suggesting that i should try out the scary roller coaster and i declined it. I nearly vomitted out when i tried the Viking Ship in normal amusement park and i dun want similar side effect.

Had been reading back my holiday trip.. Miss the time i had in australia and bangkok. Hope i can go back there again soon.. Need to find a stable job finish before implementing these trips.

Tham is asking me to join her to vietnam when she is back for summer holiday.. i wish too. Earning money is more important than these trips.

I checked the registration fee for the English paper. It cost $160+ for a paper. Wahhh... Broke.. =(

727th entry

2010-03-13T00:11:00.000+08:00

Welcome to this world, my nephew. He was born on March 11, morning. I did not take a good look of him due the unpleasant visit that i encountered today. Thanks to her rudeness and i dun even have a good time over there. All i feel that it was a waste effort, time, money and petrol.

I managed to get a new printer from the PC show. The services that i encountered after purchase is horrible. I asked for help and no one did. Poor dear had to suffered my irriating stubborn attitiude and made the matter worse. Both had an unbearable cold war throughout the trip back.

Job hunting had been no news... haiz.. =(

726th entry

2010-03-09T14:51:00.000+08:00

Sorry for being missing for these days. I had been actively involved job hunting and spending time with my dear. He finished his exam recently and he had ample time to compensate me those times when he was busying with exams and revision. =)

Job hunting is still mid of process. So dun ask me abt it...

725th entry

2010-03-02T11:32:00.000+08:00

Many things happened these few days. I dun wish to list them out to make myself to refresh those nasty memories. Meanwhile i shall write something happy instead.

Yesterday dear and i catch for a movie, Valentine's Day. It is quite a warm stories of different peoples. Not all have a happy ending but some are really sweet. It show different kinds of loves in this story. Love the movie story. =)

When we were departing the mall, we passed by a sushi counter. The lady had a bag of leftover sushi and ask if we want to buy for them at 3 buck. It was a big handful of sushi. She let us see what type of sushi the whole bag of sushi contain. Seem most of them are the sushi both ate, we agreed to buy. We counted the sushi, the total value is estimated to be $20+ and we got it at $3. We happily ate some while we were spliting the sushi into two set. Happy to have so much sushi to eat when im craving it during dinnertime. =)

724th entry

2010-02-22T22:35:00.002+08:00

The long holidays had ended for quite a while. I had not been updating much as im still busy with lunch / dinner appointments with mostly relatives and 2 best friends.

Today is mummy's and ah luan bday. Hope that they will remain pretty and healthy. =)

1st day of lunar new year. Gather at Uncle Mike's hse (breakfast) and visit 4 granduncles/aunts' hse. This is the first year that we ended our relatives visiting. We went home to sleep and i had MacD for dinner and went for movie with dear's family and relatives.

2nd day of lunar new year. It is a sinful meal day. Eaten meal at dad's side (chinese 8 dishes lunch), Dear's house (teabreak), Aunt Annie's hse (steamboat) and Dear's uncle home (buffet + self cooked salad & sushi). Had tried few cocktail drinks that mixed by his eldest cousin. I love screwdriver... I think i drunk and ate too much fried food on that day. That very night, i dun feel well.

3rd day of lunar new year. Vistied Doris's hse. We had jap foods! =) Later dear and i meet up with best friend on lunar 3rd day. Min treated us expensive icecream while Colleen treated a Taiwanese dinner meal. Nice nice.. it really brush my moody CNY.

Yesteday it was our turn to treat our relatives. It is happened it was one day before mum's bday. So dad and i planned to give mum a surprise by ordering 1.6 kg of cake. It ended up that dad spill out the plan by bring her to the cake shop and let her pick the choice of her cake. It turned out that i pick the favour!

We prepared annual CNY dinner for the invited 40 guests. Only 30 guest came. Mum and i prepared 15 cups of rice, 3 vegs dishes ( 4~5 types of vegs inside 3 veg dishes), 2 steam spare ribs dishes, 2 whole chicken, 1 big super duper big pot of soup (consist 3 pack of herbs and 3 chicken), steam 10 rolls of chinese sausages, fried sotong ball and chicken wings. Not forgetting my dessert - a bday cake and Aunt Annie's pomelo mango sago. For drinks, 4 bottle of 7-up raspberry drink, 5 can of beers, 2 bottle of red wine.

Yes, these are our menu for yesterday. We only left 2 bowl of rice, a bowl of soup, 1 box of veg and 2 roll of chinese sausages. (*bowl = a standard size of takeaway plastic soup bowl).

Im super happy that so many ppl celebrate mummy bday! Of cos she is happy that she strike her 1st lottery for the CNY.

Today we went to have dinner at New York New York restuarant. The food portion are so huge and we cannot finished all of them. When i left, i still order two candy floss to eat... =P

It will be a super sinful 2 weeks.. and i still have a week to go..

723th entry

2010-02-15T01:14:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! Hope u will have a blessful new year.

All along for me, the CNY is just two weeks of busy schedule - to visit all relatives' houses and collect red packets. After so many years, it seem to be a norm and i will see them each year without fail.

This year, it is a wake up call for me. For so many years who i visited, i realised something. All of us had grown up and old ppl had aged.

I had never see this point till today.

When i arrived at the lobby of the my uncle's house where we suppose to gather first, I saw my cousin alone. He told me that his senile dementia father had left home early morning and took train to my aunt's house to visit grandma for first day of lunar new year. He forgot that grandma had not been staying at aunt's place for some years. Lucky my aunt informed him and sent him back. And this was not the first case. He was lost for few times until someone spotted him.

Another case was my granduncle who suffered the same illness. He left home this morning and was missing till now. His family had made a police report and hope that he will be fine.

These made me feel emotionally upset. I realised that many had aged, esp my folks. I still joked with folks that i should make a tag for both, just in case that they are missing if such case happened.

I need to be mentally prepared esp the folks had aged. They are no longer healthy and responsive as before. And it is time that i need to take care of them instead other way round.

Also today i learnt to cherish them more..

*****

First day of lunar new year and i forget to bring my oranges out with i left home. What a day of a brand new day... =(

722th entry

2010-02-10T00:34:00.000+08:00

I decided to give a try to give tuition for upper primary. This time i was offered to take up a little girl for her science. I had a long time didn't teach science. Previously i was mainly teaching chinese while other subjects are just supervised their homeworks or assessment books. Thanks to Kelly's handbook, i managed to read thr what are the topics which are teaching currently before i go for lesson.

The girl is quite sweet and brave to ask me many on-spot questions. Just after our first lesson, she invited me to write abt her autograph book which contain her close and best friends. I felt honour by her invitation. Also she become quite friendly with me after one lesson.

Hope things will become smoother in future. =)

Also i had been forgetful recently. I had forgetten my our little special day for the first time! I only remember after 3 days later.. Maybe im too troubled with other issues and forget abt it. Glad that dear didnt mind at all...

CNY is coming and i still dun have any mood about it..

721th entry

2010-02-02T16:19:00.000+08:00

My dear gave me a good surprise yesterday. He supposed to be work and he appeared in front of me! Since I have the complimentary tickets for the water amusement park, we decided to go have a good wet fun. =)

We tried many water games but i still too timid to play those thrilling ones. But i love to play the ulu-lah and the tsunami.. These were fun! Love the waves blew me off to the shore... But these gave me giddiness due to my sever motion sickness.

Within 4hr in the park, i was totally tanned. Dear described me as an overburnt piglet as i was super super tanned. As for him, he become reddish cooked crab. *Poor dear*

Lucky i dun have prob under the hot scorn sun. I nvr get any sun burnt in my entire life and i am proud of it. I only will tanned super super dark only.

Love the no crowd feeling at the park. It was awesome.. no need to wait for queuing those games.. It feel like dear had booked the whole park for me to play!!

It was really fun and enjoyable... Despite i had a fall when i get off the floating tube and had a cut on my knee cap. It became infected after several hours under the salty water.. Ended up i need to sent to medic room to do the wound cleaning to prevent more infection.

Later i went to collect the free gift and had a quick dinner with a movie watching. It was totally a fun n enjoyable day! =)

720th entry

2010-01-29T14:11:00.000+08:00

It had been quite a while that i didn't blogged.

More stuffs broke down. My laptop had certified death few days ago. I love that laptop as i can lean on bed or sofa to do my e-book reading without sitting at the desk. I love snug at my bed and read my overdue ebooks that were inside the hard drive. Haiz. Now i had to switch back to my desktop for the time being.

My printer was down again. I felt that i should agree to buy the printer when i was at the sale with my folks previously. If i had bought it, i think i can do my printing without getting trouble to plead others to print it for me.

It seem that i have mood swings recently. Dear sensed that i am totally weird and quiet when he forked out his precious time from school and works to bring me for a show. I supposed to be happy and i was totally not in the right mood at that moment. And i became happier after taking some sweet foods.

By the rate of eating sweet food, i think i will become rounder and plumper.. =S

719th entry

2010-01-22T23:19:00.000+08:00

Recently, everything in the house seem to break down.

Firstly it was my mum's tv. I was watching drama at the living room and she exclaimed loudly for my help. Realised the motion picture is gone and all i can hear the sound of the show. I think i can certified death.

Next, the bathroom in master bedroom is leaking. It had been leaking two days and the leaking is getting worse. Dad thought that it was the hose which was broken. Change this and that.. And concluded that the tap is spoilt. Oh great.. Lucky dear taught me a method to stop the leak temporary. Hope dad will get a new tap for replace during the weekend. Otherwise the bill for water will be high.

Worst and not the worst, the electrical kettle is spoilt. I think im quite lucky with this issue. I bought on my mum's behalf during dec sale. Thanks to my dear who got the discount during last mth. If not, i will not buy to backup the old leaking kettle which we are using. Mum want to use it till it really spoilt and change. And now, we had no choice but to change it for the cny.

It reminded me a year ago that my household items all start to break down at the same time. That time, it was the TV at the living room, the washing machine and my CPU... I had a tough time during that period. This round, it was not so bad except the leaking tap. Tortured me for two days...

Hope there are no more items in my house break down again..

718th entry

2010-01-19T23:16:00.001+08:00

I had been missing for the past whole week. I am still around but i have nothing interesting to blog.

Many things had happened. I had inherited an item from granny first as she worried that i was not left anything when she depart this world. I never expect anything from her as i wasn't her favourites. Perhap under my mum's old traditional teaching, daughters are not entitled anything. I did objected at first but finally give up after i understand her intention. She want me to remember her when she is gone.

I had a tea break and dinner with an old friend. The pasta and bake rice is great despite it located at the foodcourt. The night view is also great. Next time i will bring my other friends there in future.

Dear is busy with his coming test and we had not been meeting for many days. Today he popped by to treat me lunch. Despite the whole lunch was only one hour and half, my mood seem better. Really appreciated that he starved himself to have a late lunch with me. =)

My best friend will become Mrs Low after 20 Jan, 3pm. Hope both of them will have a happy and blessed marriage.

717th entry

2010-01-10T18:17:00.001+08:00

Our belated 2nd anniversary celebration on 8 Jan.

It was suggested by him. Due to his impt lesson on our actual day, he proposed to reschedule to last friday, 8 Jan 2010. And i agreed as i was free that day.

Both had a simple lunch. Really simple. We had hawker food. Nothing special. Actually i planned to bring him to nearby mall to have a better lunch. Too bad, he had bought already before i suggested. So we had our simple nice lunch with his special german apple mineral water

Later we went to Vivo city. He mentioned that we would be having our dinner and movie there. Since he mentioned that it would be a simple one, so i didn't think he would make a glamourous one. Since both are pretty tight, i only imagine we will be eating something cheap and budgeted. Honestly with his accompany, i felt grateful. He had a super tight timetable which happened to start on the first week of Jan. So i didnt think he will do something grand.

I went to get my stuff at Daiso and we went to next door to see pets. Many puppies are display for sale. I still prefer mini beaeagle or terrier that we spotted previously. Later he pulled me for collection of tickets.

We were queuing at the red carpet! That mean he had booked GOLD CLASS ticket for Sherock Holmes! $36 per tix. After the collection, he pulled me up the floor which leading to the cinema. I was puzzled as we are supposed to go for dinner which he mentioned earlier. He leaded me into Gold Class Lounge for our DINNER!

*stunned* It was a big surprise.

We were ushered by the staff to our seat. The ambience is great and there is no one except us. We ordered a set dinner each. I was so comfortable with it. Keep taking photos like i was a country bum who arrived in the city. =S

Our appetizer arrived. I had pumpkim soup while he had mushroom soup. I nvr think the food will be as good as those highly rated restaurants outside the lounge. I was amazed that the standard are pretty good. It taste great. We had bread to serve together with it. It already make me full. I still had my GC Burger with wedges and Indian curry fillet rice later as main course. Also not forgeting our dessert, brownie with icecream and his fav blueberry cheese cake. Oh ya.. our two pots of tea toO..

We didnt finished our food when the show was able to start. The waiter came to verify with our show timing and offered to transfer our food inside our seats inside.

As i entered, the food is already placed nicely on our table next to our armchair. Dear is super happly with the seat as it is huge space to sit and lay on it. The seat can be recline to 180 degree like a bed. He kept eating his main course while i tried to clear mine before the theatre turned dark.

The feeling is marvelous.. I had a wonderful dessert with watching the show. The whole seat (or i should called it a bed) is so spacious that i can covered the provided fleece blanket on my lower body while i was gulping my dessert at the same time.

Dear is also happy with the food and the luxurious feeling at the gold class theatre. Honestly this is the very first time i cannot finish all my food for a set meal. The table at our seat were totally full with our set meals order. The portion is quite big for a petite size like me. I planned to treat him a big combo of popcorm and softdrink when he mentioned abt movie watching earlier. Ended up, i didnt get it as we were too full.

The whole service is great except a minor miscalculation on our bill. Glad that one of the staffs realised that our discount was not reflected our bill and offered to solve for us immediately.

Also he made another surprise after the movie. He drove to my fav park to have our exchange anniversary gifts session. I appreicated with his actions and gifts. They were awesome and practical.

I think this was not a simple dinner and movie as he mentioned, It considered grand celebration.

P.S. Thanks for his gift. I love it. Hope he will like what i had picked for him.

716th entry

2010-01-06T20:26:00.000+08:00

Well, today is 6 Jan 2010.

Two years ago, we went to Jacky Cheung's World Tour in Singapore. He bought me the 2nd most expensive seats and we were sitting on 2nd row behind the most expensive area. We watched a marvelous performance and he popped the magical question after it.

And here we are... We had been two years courtship together. We had ups and downs. Glad that he perserved all the way. Glad that i had such a wonderful relationship.

P.S. Thanks for loving me.

Today we didn't celebrated much. Just meet for breakfast before he went for his class. He had a class test today.. Last year, he had also.. How come he always have lesson our anniversary?

715th entry

2010-01-04T00:43:00.000+08:00

I had a tiring whole day yesterday. One of my best friends is getting marry and i promised to be one of the sisters for the wedding. Had only 4hrs of sleep and i need to catch an early bus at 6.20am. My mind is totally blank. Half hungry and half sleep. Yet, i cannot allow to sleep on bus as i worried that i will miss the stop. Despite keeping wake, i still MISS the stop.

Had a frightening day surprise when the bride is late and wasn't at her maiden house while the groom had already outside the main road. We were so worried as the schedule is hay-wired. Most impt is that i dunno how to deal with her mum, who is worrying that her daughter will not able to finish the tea cerm before she depart.

I managed to escape the situation by waiting at the void deck until the bride arrival.

Everything went late. Photographer is darn slow... unable to catch that moment and ask them to repeat it again and again. It wasted alot of time for the phototaking...

Haiz..

The whole morning session ended after 2.20pm. Im dead beat and need to reach home for evening session. Since the rest of the grp promised to arrive at 5pm at the restauarnt, i had to depart at 4pm from home. I reach home at 3.30pm. Had a quick shower and bite before depart.

Ended up the group and bride are late. Bride is missing for nearly 2hrs before she appear in front of me.
Helped her and im totally tensed up with this kind of situation. When the attendence is 100% arrived and the bride is 90% done with makeup, both personal assistants and the groom are freaked out.

When the whole process is done, it was nearly 8.40pm. I quickly informed partner to start the 7min montage while we maked out way to the entrance of the restauarnt.

Within the 7min, the bride's eye is totally red. She felt uncomforted with her reddish eyes. She insisted she will not march in with such appearance. One personal assisants (PA), the groom and i were stunned. We need to save the situation before the montage ended.

The PA passed a bottle of eye moist to help to get off the reddish and ran to the locked upstair room to get the eye droplet. She had to be done by less than 5mins. Groom and i keep ask her to use the eye moist to wet her eyes. As min passed, i ensure her that her eye is less reddish. Groom is perspiring cold sweats... By the time, the PA arrived with the bottle. Her eyes is 70% less reddish. She keep moist her eyes until she is ok with it. By then, the door open and both marched in time...

Wahh.. crisis ended.

I have a nice meal before dish 1 to 4 and 6 to 9. I had to stop my meal and accompany bride to dress up her 2nd march in.

I think im too tensed that i had drunk 1 white and half red wine and 2 cup of soft drink. Everyone thought im totally drunk. Someone even mention that i had the smell of the drunken person.

Perhap im slightly drunk. All i want at that moment is to sleep... which is one of my signs to show im drunk.

714th entry

2010-01-01T23:52:00.000+08:00

I just wanna to keep this short and sweet. It is because i need to sleep soon as i need to wake up 5.30am. Hopefully that i can wake up on dot. I will be my best friend's sister for her wedding. Hope that i will not exhausted by the end of the day.

Happy new year to everyone. =)

Managed to spot a few fireworks on the sky. Did ask for much as i didnt go and book a nice location to watch it.

Btw today i had my nail painted by myself. And i tried french nails on my hand. Look abit ugly when closed up.

*yawn* I go and sleep.. Tmr need to be pretty despite im not the bride! =P

713th entry

2009-12-28T11:09:00.001+08:00

I had a talk with an old friend of mine last night. We knew each other for many years and this is the long time we had a heart to heart talk since many years back. Each share stories of our own and friends ard us. It make me comfort and cries when i heard the encouragements. It did make my low confidence to a higher point.

When we fell into the bottom of deep dark hole, we did feel helpless. Perhap this is what friends are for. They give u a helping hand. And this old friend did by finding me back a little confidence.

Thank for believing everyone in this world, including me are special. Thank you. =)

712th entry

2009-12-25T01:36:00.002+08:00

Merry Xmas! Hope that you do have something which make you abit happier on festival session.

Firstly i went to discuss with dear about meeting today. Both have no plan at all. Even i have a plan but all the movie tixs which i want to get are reserved or sold out! The only tixs i can get is 3.40am. Nearly 4am tix? I think both of us rather want our bed than the show.

That make our plan disappear... Next, it is a rough draft idea of my dad who told me a few day before.

I went to dear's hse and both get the car to pick up mum. Poor mum, she had been waiting for us nearly two hours. Then we went to pick dad up from work. And, we all went to a cheap restaurant for a little xmas dinner. Folks love the place, especially dad. He love the free flow icecream and drinks. =)

And then, we went for a walk. Take a few photos deco outside the building and shopped inside. I managed to get a belt (the cheapest price that i can find in singapore) for myself. Also folks did a little grocery shopping at the supermarket. Managed to get wine tasting for a bottle of wine.

Hee.. it ended quite fast as folks are tired. They wished to return home to rest as they had been working whole day. Despite it is a simple dinner and a little grocery shopping, it seem that i enjoyed the moment. Perhap anything with my own family and dear, it seem to be the greatest stress-free activity.

Also i realised that this year and previous xmas eve is a bonding event with folks and dear together... Haha.. At least it is not so bad xmas eve at all..

711th entry

2009-12-21T16:32:00.001+08:00

Dad requested to watch this particular canto movie, Bodyguard and Assassins an month ago. I previously brought them to watch movie during dad's bday. He desired to watch this movie.

With my dear's reminder and suggestion, we brought them to JB to enjoy one day shopping and movie trip. This is one of the good chinese movie that I had watched this year. I really enjoyed the history and the martial arts which were displayed in this movie.

I’m deeply impressive and understand with the term of revolution. Revolution is not a way that it only involved with riots, donating monies or spreading the words via printing newspapers to overthrown the Qing dynasty. It needs to sacrifice human life and their bloods to make a road to lead to democratic world.

It enlightened me that history is not just an old fact. It tells me that many lives were lost for this democratic life that im living in. I'm glad that i do not belong to that revolution period where lives are in danger. I feel safe when the country that im living is a peaceful nation where riots and oppression are rarely occur.

I’m deeply gratitude for those nameless heroes who sacrifice their lives for an objective to turn into a democratic world. If they did not exist, this world will not be more democratic compare to that time they had.

710th entry

2009-12-21T16:03:00.000+08:00

Xmas is coming and i do not have the festive mood at all. I went blog hopping and saw many blog entries regarding about family and xmas festival. I had totally no mood for it. Perhap that the weather is all year summer season or there is no any xmas party or event this time? My childhood fav festival season was xmas. I used to be very excited with it but now i dun. Maybe i felt irritated or disgusted by that bitchy woman's action who is jealous over a xmas present. Is xmas is all abt presents for them?

Despite there is no xmas mood, i did receive things/ actions that were sweet.

Firstly, Im contented with my paternal cousin who got me a small gift when we were out together for a lunch. I still haven't open the present yet but i roughly know what she got me for. Despite it is an inexpensive item, i am still grateful that she have such a nice thought. She slipped it into my bag when we departed, which im surprised with her action. And, it warmed my heart. I will not forget this action.

Next, i got a bag of stuffs from a close friend of mine. She mentioned these are my belated presents as she had forgetten to get for me previously. I am quite stunned with that. Honestly, i nvr bother with her absent gifts that she owed me. Im grateful as what she had done for me previously. Btw my mum love the items she got for me and i gave them for her. At least i know she dun not mind as she also wish my mum to be a happy woman.

I have mailed out or hand delivered the xmas cards except one. I forget to pass it to Colleen when we were having dinner together on last sat.

And i received 3 cards back. It is only a a little fraction compare to the amount of card that i mailed out, I am still happy to see their cards.

All i want for xmas to see joy, laughter and happiness.

709th entry

2009-12-15T23:01:00.002+08:00

Well, something happened at my unit during last week. Someone threw a 5Litre of used oil bottle down the block. And it happened to land on my laundry. I was so pissed that i was cursing and swearing to that idiotic person. Friends who know me well that i nvr love to speak any coarse language. This round - i did.This is not the first time to damage my clothes. It really pissed me off and i decided to do something practical - COMPLAINT.

I asked dear to help me to send a email to the authorities on my behalf. And i received 7 emails back. =)

I am quite surprised and annoyed at the same time. 7 emails came from few different authorities such as SPF, NEA (few different depts responded) , HDB, NWDC and he forward only two of them.

I felt that one of the replied email is hilarious. It advised me to go police station to make a report. Muhaha..

Beside that, i felt i am quite an unlucky person. No one is even beaten by a kid with his balloon and i did. I am so "honor" that i was the only person that he picked me where there are so many other victims he could pick.

I can bump myself on the side of the table, couch and even the wall at my own house!

Also i arranged to meet up my friend who is asking me to go thr her wedding schedule. I waited 2hrs plus and she still unable to make it yet. I decided to return home after 9pm.

Oh great... how unlucky person am i!

708th entry

2009-12-13T20:53:00.002+08:00

Unexpected visitor.

Im surprised to see a comment from her. Her blog is one of my favourites which i had been reading regularly. A very good well written blog with great stuff and knowledge to read. I am really dun know how she managed to pop into here.

Anyways, thanks for popping by, Cleff. =)

*hugs*

Beside that, i had a awful night before. I had been sobbing for the whole night for that "misunderstanding" and wasn't slept until 5am in the morning. Glad we had managed to clear it out and i was able to fall into dreamland. However this dreamland wasn't last that long till the folks disturbed me 3 hrs later.

Yes, Jeremin had turn into black-eye panda.. Great! *slap forehead*

Oh, im quite anxious to watch Avater. I think he had managed to get the free preview screening tixs. However i dun really know much the details that i was not in the right mind to listen that moment.

Also, i had finished my Twilight Book one to three. Now currently gluing myself on the lousy laptop to read the 4th book. I am glad that this book had 500+ pages (i enlarged the zoom level as im too old to read 12 size font with hundreds pages). It mean that i can read longer! I think i had covered 1/3 of the book. Oh well, im impressed with myself that i can read the 4th book within 2nd week. It is because i wasn't that hardworking with my studies before. Perhaps i just love to read. =)

707th entry

2009-12-08T22:43:00.000+08:00

Both of us had a great fun at downtown east on sunday. It was a free package for family event to have fun and joy. Folks were not free due to a wedding occasion and let me have the fun instead.

Both woke up early and have a Mac breakfast before departing. Took the free transport from interchange to the venue. Tot it will be a SMRT bus but wasn't. No need to stand. All were seated.

Arrived at the location, we went to collect our goodies.. And start our fun at Escape. We had tons of funs especially at Go-Kart. I think i love to play this.. it was super fun!! And i did try other amazement park games. I did try something which i fear of. Viking Ship.. I had been screaming non stop and keep wan to alight the ship. He did grinned at me for being humourous.. I wan to play and ended up screaming to stop it. I did feel my stomach twisted after the ride. Luckily it was before lunch.

Did try Fly kite, go-kart, viking ship, family coaster and more..

Also we went to have a fantansic lunch which was partially paid by the event. I had a good time to drink all the warm milo to warm my twisted stomach.

Went to play the games provided, and were free of charge to us. We have unlimited chance to play.. won some little gifts back. =) Too bad the folks weren't here. Otherwise i will have more gifts back.. Muhaha..

We were totally exhausted when the event ended. Both were super duper tired during the bus ride home. I wish the bus can drive up to my block..

Well, we will return again somedays! As the vouchers were not expire untill few months time.. =)

706th entry

2009-12-05T01:20:00.000+08:00

The weather is terrible, it had been raining for several days in a row (if i didn't remember wrong). It seem the weather had been tally with my latest book, New Moon scenario. Cold, wet rainy weather. It is so cold that i can barely switch on the fan to blow myself. Glad that i had a very powerful, eat-up-high electrical power water heater to warm myself in a nice hot bath. =)

Xmas is coming and i still havn't get my xmas cards for relatives. I will be having a meet up with both cousins tmr at downtown. Hope we will have a nice gathering.. Had a long time i didnt meet up with Tricia. The last time we ever met up was to celebrate my birthday. Darn.. it was nearly 5 months.

Hope the weather will be nice on sun as i had planned a whole day schedule for that special day. Hope i can make use of the benefits which i entitled to spice the whole day fun. Meanawhile, i had to take care of myself to prevent any sickness to spoilt the fun.

Had a phone chat with colleen abt the HK live show earlier. Wow.. The jewellery shop is giveing 2 millions of dollars worths of trophies for the best actor, actress etc. Wow.. Pure gold 999? It must worth a lot nowadays. Mum is asking whether i wan a gold necklance for my dowry. She mumured that she need to save up for it. Muhaha..

Dear is sweet. Surprised me with a takeaway vegatable curry and appeared at my door. He made an effort to travel to my home via bus to have a dinner and clip. It was a cold day and he had a busy sale day before he came. =)

*Thanks dear!*

705th entry

2009-12-03T01:43:00.000+08:00

Yes, i think im in poison of Stephenie Meyer's twilight series book.

I had just finished the first book, Twilight. As usual, im imspired by the movie and wished to understand more abt the details. There are always tons of question marks are popping in my brain. I cannot understand why and i knew the only answer will be through the books.

I think this is the 2nd time after Harry Potter.. Btw, i had Brown Dan books. 4 in total. Perhap they will be read after the vampires series. Darn.. i seem to love reading and writing since i graduated. Blogging does help alot. =)

Im still fascating with Twilight. Mainly due to two characters in this book. Edward Cullen and Bella Swan. I saw abit of shadow of myself from Bella. She is a girl who dun have balancing in her life. I refer the balancing of her whole body. She can easily trip, fall and even prone to accidents. It just like me. I can get into accident inside my own house! Bumps and hits despite that i had been living 8 years in this current house.

As for Edward, i think dear mentioned it. He is the most ideal lover who any girl will crave for. His capabilites, attention, the protection, charming body and the imresistable love for Bella melts every female readers' heart. It also include me. *sorry dear*

Yes, a charming guy who love and protect his love. I think every woman want that too. 24-7 at Bella's side.

Ya, i understand that he is only a fiction. I had been using this book to occupy my mind whenever he is not around me. Im too busy with this book until Colleen is complaining that i didnt call her up recently.

*Sorry Colleen*

Im glad that i have this book with me currently. I help to occupy those unbearing nonsenses i received recently. Also the time when dear is busy with his social networks and games. Perhap i need more attentions from friends and lover.

From this book, i learnt alot of new words. Scowled, grimanced, bewildered, gulp, ostentations and many more. This is the every 1st book that i keep checking dictorany online. Hope this reading will help me more in future.

Lastly, i like this pharse from this book.

"I love you more than everything else in the world combined. Isn't that enough?"

Does he share the same feeling too?

704th entry

2009-11-29T20:51:00.000+08:00

I need to write, somehow i need to brush up my writing as well.

For the past two days, i had much enjoyment. On friday, i tot that the date will be disasterous with them. However it turned out to be well, with some fun. Perhap im quite a hospitality person. Love to show my sociable side to foreigners. Muhaha.. Am i?

We went west, north and central of singapore. Im quite worried for the petrol we had used up. The distance we travelled was darn horrorous. If it is under the cab meter charges, i think the whole trip can easily cost $100.

Had a quiet chinese dinner, somewhere near colleen's area. Frankly, the dishes is quite similar standard with my Farjar zi cha. Both are up to standard and of cos the cost is totally different. Since i dun have any transportation, i will prefer farjar as it is merely walking distance.

Drove down to Orchard for the xmas lighting. It is mainly for the sake for our new friend, who didnt see it before. She is a vietnamese, a future partner of Andrew. She is quite a nice simple lady. Somehow we managed to have a short nice chat together. We all took some pics of the festival season decorations and had a stop at Tully coffee cafe. The aroma of the coffee seem melt my heart and decided to have a cup despite it was pretty late.

After the coffee break, we rushed back for our movie, New Moon. I love the storyline.. how much vampires and werewolf were protecting Bella. I love such protection..

I am still reading the novel, as there are ample of question marks in my mind. I only know that i can know them via reading the actual book. Managed to get the e-book for the whole 4 books. Meanawhile, i can spend time reading them to brush my level.

Lucky i have those books. It make me stop missing him for the time being.

Yesterday, folks and i went to expo. Folks got a camera. Yes, a pink colour. Dad was utterly shocked when mum pick this colour. I did not expected she will pick this, as she is not a fan of pink. But i do!!

Try testing at airport and had our dinner. It was super crowded on sat, perhap due to the exhit at expo. Causing it a big crowd. We had lost track of time when we are phototaking..

By the time we reach home, it was pretty late. We had a whole day outside yesterday.

As for today, i spent some quality time on myself - reading my new ebook and resting.

703th entry

2009-11-26T22:15:00.000+08:00

Today i received a call from his mum abt the PSLE results. My feeling was abit of mixture. I dunno whether i shd be disappointed or i shd be happy abt it. He scored lesser than his prelim, 3B and 1C. Im happy that he score a pass in his Chinese and a B grade for Math. It is because he told me that Math is darn difficult. Yes, i was. I tried to solved some but still unveiled. I am super worried for his chinese paper 1 as the way he wrote seem abit messy and super creative. For science, he had great improvement. From barely pass to a B, it is good.

Disappointed that he cannot score A for English. I pinned that he can score well for his best subject. The total score he received was 186. It disappointed his mum the most. I knew she hoped that he can go express stream, instead of normal.

Overall, it seemed that he improved gradually.. perhap i shd be happy for him. Sad that he wished to join express stream is gone. Hope that he will do well for his sec studies and will not disappointed us again.

702th entry

2009-11-23T16:19:00.002+08:00

Ta-da...

701th entry

2009-11-20T01:03:00.002+08:00

Returned from kitty lab. It was super super cute. I think i went nuts when i entered. Everything is Hello kitty.. i think dear heard this word "so cute..." millions of time during that hour.

It was quite a small event area and quickly finished in 45min. It was fun but dear felt it was a girlish event game. He mentioned that there is not even a young boy. Those male adults are all accompanied by their gfs. Muhaha.. he is one of them. =)

Glad that this trip was won by him. Otherwise he is totally not interested to go at all. However he is still sweet to bring me there. He purposely wear a pinky shirt that i bought for him to match the theme!

Got some items from there. Didnt bear to buy expensive items. Only buy eco-bag and a photo of us from there. Cos i knew that there is no phototaking is allowed. This is the only evidence that we go together!! But dear feel it is ex lah.. the paper frame n the poor photo colour quality... i think my printer can did a better job loh!

Happy happy jeremin... really an event i wan to go badly.. And dear brought me there!!!

Really abit ex to go for less than an hr without phototaking.. If i had to pay $, maybe i will not go. Haiz.. must blamed those ppl lah.. take pics until dun wan to come out. Caused this event to ban phototaking..

Once i got all photos taken outside the event hall, i will post online. =)

700th entry

2009-11-17T22:11:00.003+08:00

This is my 700th entry! huarry...

I knew that kittylab is coming to singapore but the entrance tixs are darn to expensive. $38 per pair exclude $2.50 online booking charges.

*faint*

I wish to go. It is because last event was "kitty hide n seek" and didnt go come to singapore. Only held at HK. Tat time i was travellling and cannot make it for that trip.

I wish to go badly. But too broke to buy that tix.

I saw there is a contest online. 3 pair of tixs to be won. I quickly joined. Ask dear to join to hope that we will gain a higher chance. However i didnt pin much. I nvr have such a good luck.

However dear is always lucky. He had won a pair of tixs to see hello kitty!!! And he is one of the 3 lucky winners. =)

So... I am going to see hello kitty!!

699th entry

2009-11-15T00:52:00.002+08:00

I jus finished attending JJ's wedding. This time im not as emotion as usual. Only i feel abit different from usual wedding dinner. Perhap this is an only small event, something which is unusual. I attended those weddings who held at least 25 tables and above. Abit quiet type. Not much sabotage until my ex-classmates placed 2 jug of beer and 2 bottle of red wine. Finished by 5 guys..

Im only touched with the speech which the couple spoke. Alittle lengthy but the bride is short and sweet. They thanked for the ppl who supported and helped them in this wedding. Of cos the parents who bring them up.. that part is touching. =)

I felt that im a world level different from the rest of the classmates. Perhap they had done well in their careers. Talking abt forex, stocks and investments. Seem that im the only one is odd.

698th entry

2009-11-06T07:28:00.003+08:00

This is the latest update. I got a new pair of spectacle yesterday. It dun really cost me much as i merely need to top up $20 to make my lens look thinner. This is a special request and this cost $20 more. Im willing to pay it as my spectacle will be more balance and the weight will be lighter.

Actually it is an expensive gift from him. A belated gift which cost him more than what he planned to get for me. That's why im willing to wait till now because my spectacle is never cheap.

*Thanks! I love it except it currently has a super tight grip which im not used to it.

With the new pair spectacle, it seem that the whole world is turning on an extra bright bulb. I can see things with a brighter look. Ya.. i can see my grey hairs are so outstanding at the shop! The man at the spectacle shop mentioned that my old pair lens are turning discoloured as they are covered with protective coat. No wonder the old pair is not as clear as before!

Also i did a spring cleaning on my shoes. Wiped, take a photo of each pair and boxed them up. I had boxed 15pairs recently. I didn't mentioned that i had cleaned and cleared up my current shoe cabinet. I estimated that i had occupied 90% of the space!

Saw new designs as winter-spring designs were out. Wish to get more pairs but the current stock can really last me for a couple of years.

697th entry

2009-11-01T14:38:00.004+08:00

I had been absent in this blog. It had been a long time and i didnt really wrote what i wished to blog.

It is time that i should start and rewrite more entries to help to brush up my vocabs and grammers. I missed the time that i had heaps of thinkings / ideas to write long pages of entries. However the feeling seem gone. I did not have anything to write except my daily life.

Does it refered that my life became stale?

Whatever.. hope i can keep writing on with feeling and more strong, powerful words.

I think i need a thesaurus.

696th entry

2009-10-24T22:46:00.003+08:00

I just came back from grandma's bday dinner. Sat next to her. I felt like im an impt person or host. Haha..

Surprised to see Art is there too. It never came to my mind that he is presented. He is so smart that he understand what he want to eat ( despite he is so young). Grandmother had a good laugh that he seem to be a gourmet. He want good food. However ppl are praising him that he is quite sensible as he didnt make a big fuss throughout the dinner.

I think that is wrong. The restaurant is too noisy compare to his screams. Haha..

I think everyone ard me, agreed and supported me to re-take my paper. After that lousy day, i felt that it is no harm to re-take it. Somehow my own pride did prick my heart.

Reality is harsh and cruel.

695th entry

2009-10-23T00:02:00.003+08:00

Not a good mood today. I seldom have such temper. Harsh to everyone ard me for the whole day. Really upset with myself for all these stupid regulations...

I dun really wan to think anymore...