565th entry

Im tired yet i cant rest
I feel cold, shivering nearly every nite.
I need warm and the warmest item i only have is blanket.
Can't sleep cos of fears.
A lot of matters which call problems
Im a coward, who cant face my own fears
Good person tend to be bully..
I always think there is only a route to move,
Actual fact i had many to choose..
Did i see it? No i didn't..
wat i want? no one knew.. even myself.
everything round with figures..
My mind already convince im the only kid.

I think i need a break from work. Give myself time to think. However i cant.. i will not be given such leisure. Troubles will be approaching soon..