176th entry

i really dun understand my mum..

I felt im sandwich by filial and moral principles.

i felt that im struggle hard to network my relatives while my family is making the matter worse. Dun know that Im tired.. exhausting.. im crying..

i had a quarrel with her jus few min b4.

Jus over a pot of soup and the dinner.

her so call swing mood is making the whole family unhappy. Offer to help her and I am willing to sacifice my time for not attend my lesson to help her out. in the end, i was blamed for unreasonable.

I wan to give up.. but i can't. if i dun it, no one else in my family will do.. *tear dropping*..